World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
How did he handle his men and junior officers?
They seemed to like him “this side idolatry,” yet he had a grip on
them, and demanded obedience, which they gave with respect. Queer!
My kid-brother had learned the trick of command. He had an iron hand
under a velvet glove. The line of his jaw, his straight nose (made
straighter by that boxing in his old Oxford days) were cut out for
a job like this. He looked the part. He was born to it. All his
training had led up to this soldier’s job in the field, though I had
not guessed so when I wheeled him in that old go-cart.
For me he had a slight contempt, which he will deny when he reads
this preface. Though a writer of books before the war, he had now
the soldier’s scorn of the chronicler. It hurt him to see my green
arm-band, my badge of shame. That I had a motor-car seemed to him,
in his stationary exile, the sign of a soft job--as, compared with
his, it was--disgraceful in its luxury. From time to time I saw him,
and, in spite of many narrow escapes under heavy shelling, he did not
change, but was splendidly cheerful. Even on the eve of the great
German offensive in March of 1918, when he took me to see his guns
dug in under the embankment south of St. Quentin, he did not seem
apprehensive of the awful ordeal ahead of him. I knew more than he
did about that. I knew the time and place of its coming, and I knew
that he was in a very perilous position. We said “so long” to each
other at parting, with a grip of hands, and I thought it might be the
last time I should see him. It was I think ten days later when I saw
him, and in that time much had happened, and all that time I gave him
up as lost. Under the overwhelming weight of numbers--114 Divisions
to 48--the British line had broken, and fighting desperately, day by
day, our men fell back mile after mile with the enemy outflanking
them, cutting off broken battalions, threatening to cut off vast
bodies of men. Every day I was in the swirl of that Retreat, pushing
up to its rearguards, seeing with increasing dismay the fearful
wreckage of our organization and machine of war which became for a
little while like the broken springs of a watch, with Army, Corps,
and Divisional staffs, entirely out of touch with the fighting units
owing to the break-down of all lines of communication. In that tide
of traffic, of men, and guns, and transport, I made a few inquiries
about that brother of mine. Nobody had seen, or heard of his battery.
I must have been close to him at times in Noyon, and Guiscard and
Ham, but one individual was like a needle in a bunch of hay, and the
enemy had rolled over in a tide, and there did not seem to me a
chance of his escape. Then, one morning, in a village near Poix, when
I asked a gunner-officer whether he had seen my brother’s battery,
he said, “Yes--two villages up that road.” “Do you happen to know
Major Gibbs?” “Yes.... I saw him walking along there a few minutes
ago.”
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