World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
It was like hearing that the dead had risen from the grave.
Half an hour later we came face to face.
He said:
“Hulloa, old man!”
And I said:
“Hulloa, young fellow!”
Then we shook hands on it, and he told me some of his adventures,
and I marvelled at him, because after a wash and shave he looked
as though he had just come from a holiday at Brighton instead of
from the Valley of Death. He was as bright as ever, and I honestly
believe even now that in spite of all his danger and suffering, he
had enjoyed the horrible thrills of his adventures. It was only later
when his guns were in action near Albert that I saw a change in him.
The constant shelling, and the death of some of his officers and men,
had begun to tell on him at last. I saw that his nerve was on the
edge of snapping, as other men’s nerves had snapped after less than
his experiences, and I decided to rescue him by any means I could....
I had the luck to get him out of that hole in the earth just before
the ending of the war.
Now I have read his book. It is a real book. Here truthfully,
nakedly, vividly, is the experience not only of one soldier in the
British Army, but of thousands, and hundreds of thousands. All our
men went through the training he describes, were shaped by its
hardness and its roughness, were trampled into obedience of soul and
body by its heavy discipline. Here is the boredom of war, as well as
its thrill of horror, that devastating long-drawn Boredom which is
the characteristic of war and the cause of much of its suffering.
Here is the sense of futility which sinks into the soldier’s mind,
tends to sap his mental strength and embitters him, so that the edge
is taken off his enthusiasm, and he abandons the fervour of the ideal
with which he volunteered.
There is a tragic bitterness in the book, and that is not peculiar
to the temperament of the author, but a general feeling to be found
among masses of demobilized officers and men, not only of the British
Armies, but of the French, and I fancy, also, of the American forces.
What is the cause of that? Why this spirit of revolt on the part of
men who fought with invincible courage and long patience? It will
seem strange to people who have only seen war from afar that an
officer like this, decorated for valour, early in the field, one of
the old stock and tradition of English loyalty, should utter such
fierce words about the leaders of the war, such ironical words about
the purpose and sacrifice of the world conflict. He seems to accuse
other enemies than the Germans, to turn round upon Allied statesmen,
philosophers, preachers, mobs and say, “You too were guilty of this
fearful thing. Your hands are red also with the blood of youth. And
you forget already those who saved you by their sacrifice.”
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