The Grey Woman and other TalesGaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
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The Grey Woman and other Tales
Gaskell, Elizabeth Cleghorn
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Short stories
them aloud like a dull, miserable, unconscious echo; but my brain was
numb to the sense of what they said, unless I myself were named, and
then, I suppose, some instinct of self-preservation stirred within
me, and quickened my sense. And how I strained my ears, and nerved my
hands and limbs, beginning to twitch with convulsive movements, which I
feared might betray me! I gathered every word they spoke, not knowing
which proposal to wish for, but feeling that whatever was finally
decided upon, my only chance of escape was drawing near. I once feared
lest my husband should go to his bedroom before I had had that one
chance, in which case he would most likely have perceived my absence.
He said that his hands were soiled (I shuddered, for it might be with
life-blood), and he would go and cleanse them; but some bitter jest
turned his purpose, and he left the room with the other two—left it by
the gallery door. Left me alone in the dark with the stiffening corpse!
Now, now was my time, if ever; and yet I could not move. It was not my
cramped and stiffened joints that crippled me, it was the sensation of
that dead man’s close presence. I almost fancied—I almost fancy still—I
heard the arm nearest to me move; lift itself up, as if once more
imploring, and fall in dead despair. At that fancy—if fancy it were—I
screamed aloud in mad terror, and the sound of my own strange voice
broke the spell. I drew myself to the side of the table farthest from
the corpse, with as much slow caution as if I really could have feared
the clutch of that poor dead arm, powerless for evermore. I softly
raised myself up, and stood sick and trembling, holding by the table,
too dizzy to know what to do next. I nearly fainted, when a low voice
spoke—when Amante, from the outside of the door, whispered, “Madame!”
The faithful creature had been on the watch, had heard my scream, and
having seen the three ruffians troop along the gallery down the stairs,
and across the court to the offices in the other wing of the castle,
she had stolen to the door of the room in which I was. The sound of her
voice gave me strength; I walked straight towards it, as one benighted
on a dreary moor, suddenly perceiving the small steady light which
tells of human dwellings, takes heart, and steers straight onward.
Where I was, where that voice was, I knew not; but go to it I must, or
die. The door once opened—I know not by which of us—I fell upon her
neck, grasping her tight, till my hands ached with the tension of their
hold. Yet she never uttered a word. Only she took me up in her vigorous
arms, and bore me to my room, and laid me on my bed. I do not know
more; as soon as I was placed there I lost sense; I came to myself with
a horrible dread lest my husband was by me, with a belief that he was
in the room, in hiding, waiting to hear my first words, watching for
the least sign of the terrible knowledge I possessed to murder me. I
dared not breathe quicker, I measured and timed each heavy inspiration;
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