Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
galleries, so I assured myself that, had I been given the right of entry
into Mme. de Guermantes’s house, were I one of her friends, were I to
penetrate into her life, I should then know what, within its glowing
orange-tawny envelope, her name did really, objectively enclose for
other people, since, after all, my father’s friend had said that the
Guermantes set was something quite by itself in the Faubourg
Saint-Germain.
The life which I supposed them to lead there flowed from a source so
different from anything in my experience, and must, I felt, be so
indissolubly associated with that particular house that I could not have
imagined the presence, at the Duchess’s parties, of people in whose
company I myself had already been, of people who really existed. For not
being able suddenly to change their nature, they would have carried on
conversations there of the sort that I knew; their partners would
perhaps have stooped to reply to them in the same human speech; and, in
the course of an evening spent in the leading house in the Faubourg
Saint-Germain, there would have been moments identical with moments that
I had already lived. Which was impossible. It was thus that my mind was
embarrassed by certain difficulties, and the Presence of Our Lord’s Body
in the Host seemed to me no more obscure a mystery than this leading
house in the Faubourg, situated here, on the right bank of the river,
and so near that from my bed, in the morning, I could hear its carpets
being beaten. But the line of demarcation that separated me from the
Faubourg Saint-Germain seemed to me all the more real because it was
purely ideal. I felt clearly that it was already part of the Faubourg,
when I saw the Guermantes doormat, spread out beyond that intangible
Equator, of which my mother had made bold to say, having like myself
caught a glimpse of it one day when their door stood open, that it was
in a shocking state. For the rest, how could their dining-room, their
dim gallery upholstered in red plush, into which I could see sometimes
from our kitchen window, have failed to possess in my eyes the
mysterious charm of the Faubourg Saint-Germain, to form part of it in an
essential fashion, to be geographically situated within it, since to
have been entertained to dinner in that room was to have gone into the
Faubourg Saint-Germain, to have breathed its atmosphere, since the
people who, before going to table, sat down by the side of Mme. de
Guermantes on the leather-covered sofa in that gallery were all of the
Faubourg Saint-Germain. No doubt elsewhere than in the Faubourg, at
certain parties, one might see now and then, majestically enthroned amid
the vulgar herd of fashion, one of those men who were mere names and
varyingly assumed, when one tried to form a picture of them, the aspect
of a tournament or of a royal forest. But here, in the leading house in
the Faubourg Saint-Germain, in the drawing-room, in the dim gallery,
there were only they.
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