Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Françoise was of infinite value to us owing to her faculty of doing
without sleep, of performing the most arduous tasks. And if, when she
had gone to bed after several nights spent in the sickroom, we were
obliged to call her a quarter of an hour after she had fallen asleep,
she was so happy to be able to do the most tiring duties as if they had
been the simplest things in the world that, so far from looking cross,
her face would light up with a satisfaction tinged with modesty. Only
when the time came for mass, or for breakfast, then, had my grandmother
been in her death agony, still Françoise would have quietly slipped away
so as not to make herself late. She neither could nor would let her
place be taken by her young footman. It was true that she had brought
from Combray an extremely exalted idea of everyone’s duty towards
ourselves; she would not have tolerated that any of our servants should
“fail” us. This doctrine had made her so noble, so imperious, so
efficient an instructor that there had never come to our house any
servants, however corrupted, who had not speedily modified, purified
their conception of life so far as to refuse to touch the usual
commissions from tradesmen and to come rushing—however little they might
previously have sought to oblige—to take from my hands and not let me
tire myself by carrying the smallest package. But at Combray Françoise
had contracted also—and had brought with her to Paris—the habit of not
being able to put up with any assistance in her work. The sight of
anyone coming to help her seemed to her like receiving a deadly insult,
and servants had remained for weeks in the house without receiving from
her any response to their morning greeting, had even gone off on their
holidays without her bidding them good-bye or their guessing her reason,
which was simply and solely that they had offered to do a share of her
work on some day when she had not been well. And at this moment when my
grandmother was so ill Françoise’s duties seemed to her peculiarly her
own. She would not allow herself, she, the official incumbent, to be
done out of her part in the ritual of these festal days. And so her
young footman, sent packing by her, did not know what to do with
himself, and not content with having copied the butler’s example and
supplied himself with note-paper from my desk had begun as well to
borrow volumes of poetry from my bookshelves. He sat reading them for a
good half of the day, out of admiration for the poets who had written
them, but also so as, during the rest of his time, to begem with
quotations the letters which he wrote to his friends in his native
village. Naturally he expected these to dazzle them. But as there was
little sequence in his ideas he had formed the notion that these poems,
picked out at random from my shelves, were matters of common knowledge,
to which it was customary to refer. So much so that in writing to these
peasants, whose stupefaction he discounted, he interspersed his own
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