Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
In one of those moments in which, as the saying goes, one does not know
what saint to invoke, as my grandmother was coughing and sneezing a good
deal, we took the advice of a relative who assured us that if we sent
for the specialist X—— he would get rid of all that in a couple of days.
People say that sort of thing about their own doctors, and their friends
believe them just as Françoise always believed the advertisements in the
newspapers. The specialist came with his bag packed with all the colds
and coughs of his other patients, like Aeolus’s bottle. My grandmother
refused point-blank to let herself be examined. And we, out of
consideration for the doctor, who had had his trouble for nothing,
deferred to the desire that he expressed to inspect each of our noses in
turn, albeit there was nothing the matter with any of them. According to
him, however, there was; everything, whether headache or colic,
heart-disease or diabetes, was a disease of the nose that had been
wrongly diagnosed. To each of us he said: “I should like to have another
look at that little cornea. Don’t put it off too long. I can soon get
rid of it for you with a hot needle.” We were, of course, thinking of
something quite different. And yet we asked ourselves: “Get rid of
what?” In a word, every one of our noses was diseased; his mistake lay
only in his use of the present tense. For by the following day his
examination and provisional treatment had taken effect. Each of us had
his or her catarrh. And when in the street he ran into my father doubled
up with a cough, he smiled to think that an ignorant layman might
suppose the attack to be due to his intervention. He had examined us at
a moment when we were already ill.
My grandmother’s illness gave occasion to various people to manifest an
excess or deficiency of sympathy which surprised us quite as much as the
sort of chance which led one or another of them to reveal to us
connecting links of circumstances, or of friendship for that matter,
which we had never suspected. And the signs of interest shewn by the
people who called incessantly at the house to inquire revealed to us the
gravity of an illness which, until then, we had not sufficiently
detached from the countless painful impressions that we received in my
grandmother’s room. Summoned by telegram, her sisters declined to leave
Combray. They had discovered a musician there who gave them excellent
chamber concerts, in listening to which they thought that they could
find, better than by the invalid’s bedside, food for thought, a
melancholy exaltation the form of which was, to say the least of it,
unusual. Mme. Sazerat wrote to Mamma, but in the tone of a person whom
the sudden breaking off of a betrothal (the cause of the rupture being
her Dreyfusism) has parted from one for ever. Bergotte, on the other
hand, came every day and spent several hours with me.
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