Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
And yet the fairy must perish if we come in contact with the real person
to whom her name corresponds, for that person the name then begins to
reflect, and she has in her nothing of the fairy; the fairy may revive
if we remove ourself from the person, but if we remain in her presence
the fairy definitely dies and with her the name, as happened to the
family of Lusignan, which was fated to become extinct on the day when
the fairy Mélusine should disappear. Then the Name, beneath our
successive “restorations” of which we may end by finding, as their
original, the beautiful portrait of a strange lady whom we are never to
meet, is nothing more than the mere photograph, for identification, to
which we refer in order to decide whether we know, whether or not we
ought to bow to a person who passes us in the street. But let a
sensation from a bygone year—like those recording instruments which
preserve the sound and the manner of the various artists who have sung
or played into them—enable our memory to make us hear that name with the
particular ring with which it then sounded in our ears, then, while the
name itself has apparently not changed, we feel the distance that
separates the dreams which at different times its same syllables have
meant to us. For a moment, from the clear echo of its warbling in some
distant spring, we can extract, as from the little tubes which we use in
painting, the exact, forgotten, mysterious, fresh tint of the days which
we had believed ourself to be recalling, when, like a bad painter, we
were giving to the whole of our past, spread out on the same canvas, the
tones, conventional and all alike, of our unprompted memory. Whereas on
the contrary, each of the moments that composed it employed, for an
original creation, in a matchless harmony, the colour of those days
which we no longer know, and which, for that matter, will still suddenly
enrapture me if by any chance the name “Guermantes”, resuming for a
moment, after all these years, the sound, so different from its sound
to-day, which it had for me on the day of Mlle. Percepied’s marriage,
brings back to me that mauve—so delicate, almost too bright, too
new—with which the billowy scarf of the young Duchess glowed, and, like
two periwinkle flowers, growing beyond reach and blossoming now again,
her two eyes, sunlit with an azure smile. And the name Guermantes of
those days is also like one of those little balloons which have been
filled with oxygen, or some such gas; when I come to explode it, to make
it emit what it contains, I breathe the air of the Combray of that year,
of that day, mingled with a fragrance of hawthorn blossom blown by the
wind from the corner of the square, harbinger of rain, which now sent
the sun packing, now let him spread himself over the red woollen carpet
to the sacristy, steeping it in a bright geranium scarlet, with that, so
to speak, Wagnerian harmony in its gaiety which makes the wedding
service always impressive.
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