Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
But even apart from rare moments such as
these, in which suddenly we feel the original entity quiver and resume
its form, carve itself out of the syllables now soundless, dead; if, in
the giddy rush of daily life, in which they serve only the most
practical purposes, names have lost all their colour, like a prismatic
top that spins too quickly and seems only grey, when, on the other hand,
in our musings we reflect, we seek, so as to return to the past, to
slacken, to suspend the perpetual motion by which we are borne along,
gradually we see once more appear, side by side, but entirely distinct
from one another, the tints which in the course of our existence have
been successively presented to us by a single name.
What form was assumed in my mind by this name Guermantes when my first
nurse—knowing no more, probably, than I know to-day in whose honour it
had been composed—sang me to sleep with that old ditty, _Gloire à la
Marquise de Guermantes_, or when, some years later, the veteran Maréchal
de Guermantes, making my nursery-maid’s bosom swell with pride, stopped
in the Champs-Elysées to remark: “A fine child, that!” and gave me a
chocolate drop from his comfit-box, I cannot, of course, now say. Those
years of my earliest childhood are no longer a part of myself; they are
external to me; I can learn nothing of them save—as we learn things that
happened before we were born—from the accounts given me by other people.
But more recently I find in the period of that name’s occupation of me
seven or eight different shapes which it has successively assumed; the
earliest were the most beautiful; gradually my musings, forced by
reality to abandon a position that was no longer tenable, established
themselves anew in one slightly less advanced until they were obliged to
retire still farther. And, with Mme. de Guermantes, was transformed
simultaneously her dwelling, itself also the offspring of that name,
fertilised from year to year by some word or other that came to my ears
and modulated the tone of my musings; that dwelling of hers reflected
them in its very stones, which had turned to mirrors, like the surface
of a cloud or of a lake. A dungeon keep without mass, no more indeed
than a band of orange light from the summit of which the lord and his
lady dealt out life and death to their vassals, had given place—right at
the end of that “Guermantes way” along which, on so many summer
afternoons, I retraced with my parents the course of the Vivonne—to that
land of bubbling streams where the Duchess taught me to fish for trout
and to know the names of the flowers whose red and purple clusters
adorned the walls of the neighbouring gardens; then it had been the
ancient heritage, famous in song and story, from which the proud, race
of Guermantes, like a carved and mellow tower that traverses the ages,
had risen already over France when the sky was still empty at those
points where, later, were to rise Notre Dame of Paris and Notre Dame of
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