Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
so distorted that, having failed to recognise them, we can but hasten to
lay them in the earth like dead bodies too quickly decomposed or relics
so seriously damaged, so nearly crumbling into dust that the most
skilful restorer could not bring them back to their true form or make
anything of them. Near the gate is the quarry to which our heavier
slumbers repair in search of substances which coat the brain with so
unbreakable a glaze that, to awaken the sleeper, his own will is
obliged, even on a golden morning, to smite him with mighty blows, like
a young Siegfried. Beyond this, again, are the nightmares of which the
doctors foolishly assert that they tire us more than does insomnia,
whereas on the contrary they enable the thinker to escape from the
strain of thought; those nightmares with their fantastic picture-books
in which our relatives who are dead are shewn meeting with a serious
accident which at the same time does not preclude their speedy recovery.
Until then we keep them in a little rat-cage, in which they are smaller
than white mice and, covered with big red spots, out of each of which a
feather sprouts, engage us in Ciceronian dialogues. Next to this
picture-book is the revolving disc of awakening, by virtue of which we
submit for a moment to the tedium of having to return at once to a house
which was pulled down fifty years ago, the memory of which is gradually
effaced as sleep grows more distant by a number of others, until we
arrive at that memory which the disc presents only when it has ceased to
revolve and which coincides with what we shall see with opened eyes.
Sometimes I had heard nothing, being in one of those slumbers into which
we fall as into a pit from which we are heartily glad to be drawn up a
little later, heavy, overfed, digesting all that has been brought to us
(as by the nymphs who fed the infant Hercules) by those agile,
vegetative powers whose activity is doubled while we sleep.
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