Autobiographical fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
brush past me a skirt, the violence of the pleasure which I then felt
made it impossible for me to believe that the contact was accidental and
I attempted to seize in my arms a terrified stranger. This gothic alley
meant for me something so real that if I had been successful in raising
and enjoying a woman there, it would have been impossible for me not to
believe that it was the ancient charm of the place that was bringing us
together, and even though she were no more than a common street-walker,
stationed there every evening, still the wintry night, the strange
place, the darkness, the mediaeval atmosphere would have lent her their
mysterious glamour. I thought of what might be in store for me; to try
to forget Mme. de Guermantes seemed to me a dreadful thing, but
reasonable, and for the first time possible, easy perhaps even. In the
absolute quiet of this neighbourhood I could hear ahead of me shouted
words and laughter which must come from tipsy revellers staggering home.
I waited to see them, I stood peering in the direction from which I had
heard the sound. But I was obliged to wait for some time, for the
surrounding silence was so intense that it allowed to travel with the
utmost clearness and strength sounds that were still a long way off.
Finally the revellers did appear; not, as I had supposed, in front of
me, but ever so far behind. Whether the intersection of side-streets,
the interposition of buildings had, by reverberation, brought about this
acoustic error, or because it is very difficult to locate a sound when
the place from which it comes is not known, I had been as far wrong over
direction as over distance.
The wind grew stronger. It was thick and bristling with coming snow. I
returned to the main street and jumped on board the little tramway-car
on which, from its platform, an officer, without apparently seeing them,
was acknowledging the salutes of the loutish soldiers who trudged past
along the pavement, their faces daubed crimson by the cold, reminding
me, in this little town which the sudden leap from autumn into early
winter seemed to have transported farther north, of the rubicund faces
which Breughel gives to his merry, junketing, frostbound peasants.
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