Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
“No, not now,” John answered, “not if you are tired.” He led her away,
and stopped opposite two chairs. “There,” he said, “sit there for a
little while where it is cool. Don’t talk or worry.”
When she was seated he moved away a few yards, wishing to give her the
time she needed. Gradually she realized that the cloud charged with
so much power over her was indeed gone. The atmosphere seemed less
stifling. Freedom of thought and action was returning. Presently she
remembered John and was grateful because he had taken her away from
the place where she had been with Ordith; and grateful, with warmth of
gratitude, because he had known how to be silent. Her look summoned him.
“You don’t know how good you have been,” she said.
“I hated to see you hurt, to-night of all nights.”
“To-night?”
“Because everything seemed so good. I was looking forward to China and
seeing you there. To-night seemed a kind of celebration of the future.”
“But that remains,” she said, as if the recollection of the fact
surprised her. She could not forget Ordith’s power, or, for the time,
think of any part of her existence as being altogether free from his
influence. Where was he now? Was he near her? Involuntarily her hand
went out to John’s sleeve.
She tried to thank him for what he had done. Her sense of relief, of
safety after danger, made his chance intervention seem the result
of his kindness of heart; and every word she spoke, hesitating and
tremulous, between tears and laughter, was marvellous to him.
“Tell me,” he said, “what can I do? You haven’t told me the facts. Do
you trust me a little?”
“There are no facts.”
“But he----”
“Oh, leave him!” she exclaimed. “Let’s go down to where all the people
are. What time is it?” she added suddenly, as if awaking from a wild
dream to the surer business of the day.
He told her, but was certain she did not hear, her thoughts having fled
great distances by then. As he followed her, he realized dimly with
how great a force he had to contend, but he did not understand how
indirectly this force could act. He felt sure that Ordith must have
been in some manner definitely violent--have tried to kiss her, he
angrily imagined. Then her “Oh, leave him!” echoed in his ears.
“Margaret,” he said, “I haven’t been trying--to find things out. I
wanted to help if I could.”
She turned to him with a little movement of confidence which was a full
reward. “I know. Don’t think I am ungrateful. I shan’t ever forget.
Your coming made everything different--and secure again. I would
tell you about it if I could--if there was anything to tell; I think
telling would help. But there’s nothing--nothing tangible, at least.”
She shivered, as if something cold and flat had touched her. “Only a
feeling of having been caught and of having broken free again.”
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