Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction
Together they went into the ball-room, where faces, still smiling their
response to some jest spoken a moment earlier, seemed out of touch with
reality. This colour, this light on chin and throat, this flash of
jewels and gleaming of shirt-fronts, was as a picture in oils that had
hung unnoticed while life pursued its course swiftly, and to which, now
there was breathing space, attention had reluctantly returned.
CHAPTER VIII
THE NET
On Sunday, John and Ordith were much with Margaret, and even when she
contrived to be alone she found she could not exclude them from her
mind. To think of either was disquieting, and she needed peace. She
felt that John was watching her. He knew how she needed help and was
eager to render it would she but indicate a means. Her failure to
indicate it was being interpreted by him as a lack of trust for which
he blamed himself. He could not understand, his eyes said continually,
what he had done or left undone that repelled her confidence. And that
he should attribute her silence to a fault in himself added to her
uneasiness. She could not speak her mind to him; she could not ask him
to help her with a problem the terms of which were not yet clear to
herself. She felt that he was waiting for her to speak, and reproaching
himself with some dullness or hardness that, as he imagined, was
sealing her lips. Several times she tried to speak--if only to tell him
that she was aware of his sympathy; but words would not come.
Moreover--and this itself was an element in her difficulty--was not
John weak with her own weakness? Together they were set about by forces
stronger, infinitely stronger, than themselves. There was comradeship
in that, but not help. It was as if they were two children side by side
in a darkness that contained a menace, of which both were in different
measures conscious, but which neither was able to grapple or even to
define.
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