The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
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‘May he continue to do so,’ replied the priest. ‘But such feelings are
but too often evanescent. If we are to take advantage of this softening
on his part, Philip, it must be while his memory is still fresh--his
feelings yet lacerated. We must strike whilst the iron is hot, or
with time and forgetfulness his heart may harden, as did the heart of
Pharaoh, and this salutary lesson be lost.’
‘I do not think his sorrow for her loss will soon pass, father. I never
remember to have seen Frederick so prostrated with grief before. I
believe this poor girl must have been, as he says, the one love of his
life.’
‘To the exclusion of the Church and his religious duties, my son. Yes,
perhaps so, but those are the very loves that the Lord is jealous
of--that He will not permit, and so cuts off, in order that we may
find our joy in Him alone.’
‘Stay to dinner with us, father,’ said Philip eagerly. ‘Poor Frederick
may be glad to see you, later on, and you can direct his thoughts to
these great truths. Marion, my dear, the father will stay with us, I
know. Let the servants know that he will do so.’
Philip peeped once more into his cousin’s apartments before he
descended to the dining-room, only to find him still sleeping, though
brokenly, and it was not until dinner was concluded, that he ventured
upstairs again. But then his worst fears were realised. Frederick had
woke up with strength renewed by his temporary relief, to the full
horror of his bereaved position. His cousin found him prostrated on the
couch in an agony of suffering, during which he was calling upon the
Almighty to put an end to his existence, or to give him back that of
which He had so cruelly robbed him.
‘Frederick! this is blasphemy!’ cried Philip in a tone of horror,
‘God’s will is not to be altered by man’s ravings. Your wife is in
His keeping. Has that thought no power to calm your transports? Would
you have her back again, even if you could, in this world of pain and
disappointment?’
‘Yes, I would, I would!’ returned the young man, ‘a thousand times
over. Do you suppose that my darling can enjoy even heaven without me,
whom she loved so tenderly? No, no! She is weeping for me, as I weep
for her. You told me yourself that you did not believe that she was
happy. Oh, my love--my love, would God I might have died for you, or
with you.’
‘Frederick, Father Tasker is below. Would you like him to come up and
speak to you? He can make the reason of such things clearer to you than
I can.’
‘Father Tasker!’ exclaimed Frederick, ‘No. He will only talk to me of
submission and obedience to God’s will, and make me more miserable.
I _can’t_ submit; it’s no use telling me to do so, and I can’t see
God’s love in the matter, either. I can only see hard-heartedness and
cruelty, and utter indifference to my trouble. I have only one wish
left--to die too, and join my darling, wherever she may be!’
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