The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3) — John Shaqi
The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Marryat, Florence
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The Hampstead mystery: a novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Marryat, Florence
Fiction
‘If you were sure of joining her, certainly that would be the easiest
plan out of it all. But, Frederick, Father Tasker will tell you the
best way--the only way--by which you can hope to join your wife when
your time comes. Believe me, he has no intention or desire to wound you
by any allusion to your trouble, unless you desire it. He has come to
see you only as a friend who deeply sympathises with your pain.’
‘Let him come up, then,’ replied Frederick in a muffled voice, and in
another minute the priest entered the room, whilst Philip discreetly
remained downstairs. Father Tasker went up to the couch where the
stricken man still lay, and kindly laid his hand on his.
‘God bless you, my son, and comfort you,’ he said.
‘How can God comfort me?’ demanded Frederick. ‘He will not give me my
lost wife back again.’
‘Not in this world; but is this world all we live for? At the best we
are here but for a few short years, whilst the next will last for all
eternity. Had you the choice of fifty years spent with your late wife,
Frederick, or fifty thousand, which would you prefer?’
‘How can you ask me, when you know she was the life of my life! Father,
you have heard so much of my loose style of living, that you may think
my love for her was like the rest, but it was no more to be compared to
them than light to darkness. I loved her--I loved her--all the other
feelings I have ever experienced for women look like horrible nightmare
dreams, or flimsy shadows, beside the strong, deep passion she evoked
in me. I should have become a better man for her sake. Perhaps even
religious, like Philip,--who knows? The possession of her--the
knowledge of her love for me--made me feel so grateful, that I might
have ended by loving God in very gratitude for what He had given me in
her. And now--now, it is all over.’
‘It is not all over, my son. It has but just begun.’
Frederick raised his swollen features to gaze with astonishment in the
priest’s face.
‘I mean what I say! Love cannot die! Your wife is gone from your mortal
gaze, but she still exists and her love exists with her. And now is the
time for you to show the world if you did love her or not. I am not
questioning your passion for her earthly body. I understand she was
very beautiful, and such things take a great hold on men’s fancies. But
her body is no longer here for you to lavish your affection upon. What
are you going to do for her soul?’
‘Were I a good man, I would pray for it; but who would hear the prayers
of such a sinner as I am? Besides, my darling was infinitely purer and
better than myself! She can have no need of my prayers.’
‘That is to say, then, that she was not mortal, for all mortals have
need of each other’s help. Besides, if she had no need of your prayers,
have you none of your own?’
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