Up in his tower Morgan came to believe his own father one of this
people, and resolved to take a woman from amongst them for a wife.
Angharad, the shy, the bold, the fierce dark Angharad whose black eyes
radiated light and blackness together, was one of them. She became his
wife and went up with him to the tower. After that these things only
were certainly known; that she was unhappy; that when she came down to
the village for food she was silent, and would never betray him or fail
to return; and that he himself never came down, that he also was silent
and with his unshorn hair looked like a wild man. He was seen at all
hours, usually far off, on the high paths of the mountains. His hair
was as black as in boyhood. He was never known to have ailed, until one
day the wild wife knocked at a farm-house door near Abercorran, asking
for help to bring him where he might be looked after, since he would
have no one in the tower but her. The next day Mrs Morgan travelled
down to see her son. When she asked me to accompany her I did so
with some curiosity; for I had already become something of a stranger
at Abercorran House, and had often wondered what had become of David
Morgan up on his tower. His mother talked readily of his younger days
and his stay in London. Though he had great gifts, some said genius,
which he might have been expected to employ in the study, he had
applied himself to direct social work. For a year he laboured “almost
as hard,” he said, “as the women who make our shirts.” But gradually he
formed the opinion that he did not understand town life, that he never
could understand the men and women whom he saw living a town life pure
and simple. Before he came amongst them he had been thinking grandly
about men without realising that these were of a different species. His
own interference seemed to him impudent. They disgusted him, he wanted
to make them more or less in his own image to save his feelings, which,
said he, was absurd. He was trying to alter the conditions of other
men’s lives because he could not have himself endured them, because
it would have been unpleasant to him to be like them in their hideous
pleasure, hideous suffering, hideous indifference. In this attitude,
which altogether neglected the consolations and even beauty and glory
possible or incident to such a life, he saw a modern Pharisaism whose
followers did not merely desire to be unlike others, but to make others
like themselves. It was, he thought, due to lack of the imagination
and sympathy to see their lives from a higher or a more intimate point
of view, in connection with implicit ideals, not as a spectacle for
which he had an expensive seat. Did they fall farther short of their
ideals than he from his? He had not the power to see, but he thought
not; and he came to believe that, lacking as their life might be in
familiar forms of beauty and power, it possessed, nevertheless, a
profound unconsciousness and dark strength which might some day bring
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