“While I watch, the dream comes, more and more often, of a Paradise
to be established upon the mountains when at last the wind shall blow
sweet over a world that knows not the taint of life any more than of
death. Then my thought sweeps rejoicing through the high Gate of the
Winds that cleaves the hills--you could see it from my bedroom at
Abercorran--far off, where a shadow miles long sleeps across the peaks,
but leaves the lower wild as yellow in the sunlight as corn....
“Following my thought I have walked upwards to that Gate of the Winds,
to range the high spaces, sometimes to sleep there. Or I have lain
among the gorse--I could lie on my back a thousand years, hearing
the cuckoo in the bushes and looking up at the blue sky above the
mountains. In the rain and wind I have sat against one of the rocks in
the autumn bracken until the sheep have surrounded me, shaggy and but
half visible through the mist, peering at me fearlessly, as if they had
not seen a man since that one was put to rest under the cairn above; I
sat on and on in the mystery, part of it but not divining, so that I
went disappointed away. The crags stared at me on the hill-top where
the dark spirits of the earth had crept out of their abysses into the
day, and, still clad in darkness, looked grimly at the sky, the light,
and at me....
“More and more now I stay in the tower, since even in the mountains as
to a greater extent in the cities of men, I am dismayed by numbers,
by variety, by the grotesque, by the thousand gods demanding idolatry
instead of the One I desire, Whose hand’s shadow I have seen far off....
“Looking on a May midnight at Algol rising from behind a mountain, the
awe and the glory of that first step into the broad heaven exalted me;
a sound arose as of the whole of Time making music behind me, a music
as of something passing away to leave me alone in the silence, so that
I also were about to step off into the air....”
“Oh,” said Mrs Morgan, “it would do him good to do something--to keep
a few pigeons, now. I am afraid he will take to counting the stones in
his tower.” She continued her quotations:
“The moon was rising. The sombre ranges eastward seemed to be the
edge of the earth, and as the orb ascended, the world was emptied and
grieved, having given birth to this mighty child. I was left alone. The
great white clouds sat round about on the horizon, judging me. For
days I lay desolate and awake, and dreamed and never stirred.”
“You see,” said Mrs Morgan, “that London could not cure him. He says:
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