The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
She was at her tea table, closely surrounded, prettily coloured by
excitement, animated, at her best, tastefully gowned in a becoming
dove-grey that fortuitously had arrived from the dressmaker that
morning and mingled (she felt) a tribute to her new dignity with a
touch of half-mourning for the boy her relationship to whom death with
a hot finger had touched to life. Thus Mrs. Letham--new Lady
Burdon--took the eye and took it well. This was the moment of her
triumph; and that is a moment that is fairy wand to knock asunder the
shackles of the heavier years, restoring youth; to warm and make
generous the heart; to light the eye and lift the spirit. Hers, hers
that moment! She the commanding and captivating figure in that
assembly!
Her spirit was equal with her presence. Physically queening it among
her friends, psychically she was aloft and afloat in the exaltation
that her bearing advertised. Each new congratulation as it came was a
vassal hand put out to touch the sceptre she chose to extend. The
prattle of voices was a delectable hymn raised to her praise in her new
dignity. She was mentally enthroned, queen of a kingdom all her own;
and as she visualised its fair places she had a sense of herself,
Cinderella-like, shedding drab garments from her shoulders, appearing
most wonderfully arrayed; shaking from her skirts the dull past, with
eager hands greeting a future splendidly coloured, singing to her with
siren note, created for her foot and her pleasure.
Consider her state. The better to consider it, consider that something
of these sensations is the lot of every woman when, on her marriage
eve, a girl, sleepless she lies through that night, imaging the
womanhood that waits her beyond the darkness. It is the threshold of
life for woman, this night before the vow, and has no counterpart in
all a man's days from boyhood to grave. How should it? The sexes are
as widely sundered in habit, thought, custom, as two separate and most
alien races. Love has conducted every plighted woman to this threshold
and has so delectably engaged her attention on the road that she has
reckoned little of the new world towards which she is speeding. Now,
on her marriage eve, she is at night and alone: her eager feet upon the
immediate moment beyond whose passage lies the unexplored. Love for
this space takes rest. To-morrow he will lead her blindfolded into the
new country; to-night, poised upon the crest to which blindfolded he
has led her, she stands and looks across the prospect, shading her
eyes, atremble with ecstasy at the huge adventure. Mighty courage she
has--a frail figure, barriers closing up behind her to shut forever the
easy paths of maidenhood; hill and valley stretching limitless before,
where lie lurking heaven knows what ravening monsters. But she is the
born explorer, predestined for this frightful plunge into the unknown,
heedless of its dangers, intoxicated by its spaciousness, amazingly
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