The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
No, we must accept these impossible follies on the part of our
neighbours: but to understand them--nay, if we are too utterly high and
they too utterly low for that, then merely to pay the poor devils for
the entertainment they give us--let us try to see as they see, feel as
they feel, become naked as they are naked to the bitter chill of
cowardice, of temptation, of God knows what indeed that strikes them to
the bone.
Let us try, and coming to these two, let it for Audrey at least be
excused that she was the gentlest thing and all unschooled in any
heavier book of life than the airy pamphlet that begins "I love;" with
"I love" continues; with "I love" ends; and never asks, much less
supplies, what "I love" means, or what demands, or whither leads, or
how is paid.
CHAPTER II
LOVE LEADS AN EXPEDITION INTO THE UNFORESEEN
I
He married her--and wearied of her. Within two months of when he
called her wife--and pressed her to him and kissed her for the fondness
of that name, and chaffed her with "Wife" in place of Audrey at every
lightest word--within two months of that tremendous day he was
discovering himself checked and irritated by the vexations, the
hindrances, the deceptions imposed by secret marriage upon his former
free and buoyant way of life. Within three he was openly irked, not
hiding from her that his temper was crossed when, stronger and more
frequently, incidents arose to cross it. Within four months--and still
their secret undeclared--he was often neglecting her, often silent in
her presence for long periods; brooding; frowning at her where she sat
or where she walked beside him; leaving her in a storm; returning to
her in remorse; assuring himself he did not love her less, nay, rather
loved her more--_But_...! Every way he turned and everything she did
and all the things she did not do, brought him and bruised him against
the bars of which that _But_ was made.
All this most wretched and most pitiful, most excusable and most
inexcusable business may best be examined in the incidents that stood
out to mark its progress. Theirs was the oldest and most frequent of
human errors. They had jumped into the delights of the foreseen, and
behold! they found themselves in the swamp, in the jungle, in the
desert, in the whirlpool of the unforeseen.
II
Audrey wrote and told Sister Maggie--a letter pledging her to secrecy,
posted on the very moment of departure for the Continent ("at our
wedding breakfast at the Charing Cross hotel, darling; and the train
just going") and breathing ecstasy of happiness, and breathing love all
atremble in its prayer for forgiveness. It informed Maggie that they
were to be Mr. and Mrs. Redpath until everybody was told; and "O,
darling Maggie, I shall not sleep until I get your letter--_Poste
restante_, Paris, dear--telling me you forgive me and how glad you are."
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