The Happy WarriorHutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
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The Happy Warrior
Hutchinson, A. S. M. (Arthur Stuart-Menteth)
Fiction
Forgiveness was not to be discovered in the reply by the weeping eyes
that read it. "You have made a most terrible mistake," Maggie wrote.
"You say that you are happy, but you will find you can only be
miserable while you are living in deception."
The wounding sentences were written in a firm, clear penmanship that in
itself was cold and bitter reprimand. As they appeared, so Audrey read
them. She did not know that they were written while the hand that made
them could be steadied from its trembling desire to send a message only
of devotion, only of prayer for Audrey's happiness, only of blessing.
The letter brought to Audrey's eyes the tears that Maggie hoped to
bring but ached to bring--forcing herself to be cruel in order to be
kind; also it brought belief that Maggie was and wished to be
estranged. It was never answered. Wisely intended, unwisely executed,
misread, it added to the record of human perversity another of those
immensely pitiful blunders that solely and alone are the cause of human
unhappiness. When Heaven holds its reassembly, Heaven, as we seek out
our loved, will surely ring with broken, loving greetings of: "I did
not know! I did not understand!" No more will need be said. All
tragedy, all sorrow is in those words; all tragedy, all sorrow removed
by them.
Roly also had his letter. "If you cause her one single moment's
unhappiness--" and other wild words. He did not show it to Audrey.
Cause his darling unhappiness! He kissed away the tears her own letter
had brought and laughingly cheered her with an amusing account of an
incident in the hotel lobby. "We'll have to get out of this place,
Audrey. There's a man staying here and his wife that I know well.
Great pals of Gran's. I near as a toucher ran bang into them."
It was the first glimpse of the Unforeseen.
III
The first glimpse of the Unforeseen! At the moment neither recognised
it for such. At the moment it was merely "A dickens of a squeak. I
say, we'll have to look out for that kind of thing, old girl." Later,
and that before very long, incidents of the kind began to be realised
as the Unforeseen indeed. "That kind of thing" became, or seemed to
become, extraordinarily and exasperatingly frequent. What had promised
to be the fun of looking out for it became the strain of avoiding it.
There came a day--in Vienna, an original item of their programme but
reached much earlier than intended owing to "That kind of thing's"
persistence--there came a day when signs of the strain were suddenly
evidenced, when, like a disturbed snake, unsuspected and sharply
alarming, the Unforeseen upstarted and hissed at them. Audrey had
struck up a pleasant hotel acquaintance, the matter of an hour's chat,
but related rather enthusiastically to Roly. At dinner that night she
pointed out her friend. "Right at the far end--look! By that statue
sort of thing. In pink, with that tall man; d'you see, dear?"
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