France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Nobility -- France -- Fiction
The duchess, knowing her child was not fitted to find happiness except
in some humble and retired sphere, did not regret the fate that was thus
imposed upon him; she used this enforced vocation to prepare him for a
noble life of study and science, and she brought to the chateau Pierre
de Sebonde as tutor to the future priest. Nevertheless, in spite of
the tonsure imposed by the will of the father, she was determined that
Etienne’s education should not be wholly ecclesiastical, and took pains
to secularize it. She employed Beauvouloir to teach him the mysteries of
natural science; she herself superintended his studies, regulating them
according to her child’s strength, and enlivening them by teaching him
Italian, and revealing to him little by little the poetic beauties of
that language. While the duke rode off with Maximilien to the forest and
the wild-boars at the risk of his life, Jeanne wandered with Etienne
in the milky way of Petrarch’s sonnets, or the mighty labyrinth of the
Divina Comedia. Nature had endowed the youth, in compensation for his
infirmities, with so melodious a voice that to hear him sing was
a constant delight; his mother taught him music, and their tender,
melancholy songs, accompanied by a mandolin, were the favorite
recreation promised as a reward for some more arduous study required by
the Abbe de Sebonde. Etienne listened to his mother with a passionate
admiration she had never seen except in the eyes of Georges de Chaverny.
The first time the poor woman found a memory of her girlhood in the
long, slow look of her child, she covered him with kisses; and she
blushed when Etienne asked her why she seemed to love him better at that
moment than ever before. She answered that every hour made him dearer
to her. She found in the training of his soul, and in the culture of
his mind, pleasures akin to those she had tasted in feeding him with her
milk. She put all her pride and self-love into making him superior
to herself, and not in ruling him. Hearts without tenderness covet
dominion, but a true love treasures abnegation, that virtue of strength.
When Etienne could not at first comprehend a demonstration, a theme, a
theory, the poor mother, who was present at the lessons, seemed to
long to infuse knowledge, as formerly she had given nourishment at the
child’s least cry. And then, what joy suffused her eyes when Etienne’s
mind seized the true sense of things and appropriated it. She proved, as
Pierre de Sebonde said, that a mother is a dual being whose sensations
cover two existences.
“Ah, if some woman as loving as I could infuse into him hereafter the
life of love, how happy he might be!” she often thought.
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