Mrs. Robinson went out on to the moonlit terrace, and for awhile paced
up and down, watching the lights in the villa being put out one by one.
She knew that her old nurse would not go to sleep till she, Penelope,
were safe in bed; and she felt, though she could not see them, Mrs.
Mote's eyes peering down at her, watching this impatient walking up and
down in the bright moonlight. But what would once have so keenly annoyed
her no longer had power to touch her. She even smiled when the candle in
Mrs. Mote's room was extinguished, and the blind carefully and
ostentatiously drawn down. She knew well that the old woman would sit
behind it, waiting impatiently, full of suspicious anger, till she saw
her mistress return from the place whither she was now bound.
As she went down the steps leading to the shore, Penelope, her eyes cast
down, pitied herself with the frank self-pity of a child deprived of
some longed-for happiness; she had so looked forward to these days with
Downing, spent in this beloved place, which she was about to give up,
perhaps never to see again, for his sake.
At last, when standing on the strip of dry sand heaped above the wet,
glittering expanse stretching out to the dark sea, Penelope came upon
the circle of bright light, warring with the moonlit shore below, thrown
by Downing's lamp through the window of the Beach Room.
The sight affected her curiously. For a moment she felt as if she must
turn back; after all, he was engaged upon matters of great moment,
perhaps of even greater moment to himself than the question of their
relation the one to the other. She suddenly felt ashamed of disturbing
him at his work--real work which she knew must be done before he went
back to town.
But the window, through which streamed out the shaft of greenish-white
light, was wide open, and soon Downing heard, mingling with the surge of
the sea, the sound, the unmistakable dragging sound, of a woman's long
clinging skirt.
He got up, opened the door, and, coming out took her in his arms and
drew her silently back with him into the Beach Room. Then, bending down,
his lips met and trembled on hers, and Penelope, her resentment gone,
felt her eyes fill with tears.
A kiss, so trifling a gift on the part of some women as to be scarcely
worth the moments lost in the giving and receiving, is with other women,
indeed with many other women, the forerunner of complete surrender.
In her thirty years of life two men only had kissed Penelope
Wantley--the one Winfrith, the other Downing.
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