French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
There is all this in people, and then there is the past that each one
has, his own past, his ancestors, the prodigious combination of actions
and of souls of which he is the result. And there is his future, the
unexplored desert toward which he stretches out anxious tentacles, and
into which I dare to venture, I, the stranger, with trembling heart,
the tiny lantern in my hand.
These are my riches today. They are inalienable: a man may flee from an
indiscretion, he cannot escape the grip of contemplation and love. Even
if he desired it, his very struggles would reveal his movements, betray
the deepest secrets of his being, deliver him over bound hand and foot.
As for myself, eager to hoard up my treasure, I give myself up without
a struggle. Rich in others, I yield myself into their hands. And if, in
spite of myself, I attempt some evasion, am I not sure to render the
prey all the more desirable, all the more beautiful?
II
They say of curiosity that it was the beginning of science. That is not
praise enough, it sounds rather like an excuse.
What is more human, more touching than this religious reaching out
toward the unknown, this sort of instinct which makes us divine and
attack the mystery?
To take pride in not being curious! One might as well take pride in
some ridiculous infirmity. It is true that even that is in the order of
things normal, and that vanity finds its nourishment where it can.
Doubtless there is a sort of curiosity which is both weak and cowardly.
It is that of men who dare not remain alone a moment face to face with
themselves; they take refuge in loquacity and in reading the daily
newspapers. Their fashion of interesting themselves in everything that
goes on is a confession that they are unable to become interested in
anything eternal. They depend as if for nourishment on that noise which
those who have nothing to say are always making. They are like children
who cannot amuse themselves alone, or like stupid monarchs who fear
nothing so much as silence and their own thoughts, the emptiness of
their own thoughts!
And then there are the easy-going people. They want to know everything,
the number of your maternal aunt’s children, the price of the furniture
and the wages of the servants. They want to know everything and they
will never know anything. Their life is spent in forced smiles and in
gracefully holding a cup of tea.
Their souls contain vast lists of names, dates and other miserable
things. They go through life like beasts of burden, weighed down under
loads that have no value.
There are maniacs, too, perverts, freaks, people that are full of
curiosity about a postage stamp, the handle of an umbrella; but of
these I dare not say anything, for I remember an old and very wise
master who used to say to us with a smile: “You who are entering upon
scientific careers must begin right away to think about collections,
even if you have to collect boxes of matches.”
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