French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
Like all others, this treasure cannot be acquired without effort,
without bitterness; but it knows no decay, it never ceases to grow
through the mere play of the forces of our life and seems as if
sheltered from the blows of fate. It does not, like money, depreciate
in value or serve ignoble ends. It only returns to oblivion.
It is not strictly personal. It can be shared and bequeathed. Since
it escapes destruction and death, it can become the most precious of
heritages; it has this superiority over money, that its transmission is
really valid only after it has been in some sort of way reconquered.
It must fall into worthy hands that will know how to work to preserve,
cultivate and build it up again. In certain points it resembles what we
call experience.
To suffer, first of all! That is surely one of the grandeurs of our
race, and we truly love our blessings for what they have cost us in
tears, in sweat, in blood.
It is repugnant to the spirit to admit that anything can be a blessing
which the war has given. The desperate folly of the Western world has
engendered and still holds in reserve such great misfortunes that we
cannot ransack all these ruins, these heaps of bones, with any hope of
extracting from them, as rag pickers do with their hooks, some fragment
that is good, some useful bit of waste. No! There is no excuse for
this ferocious, immeasurable stupidity. And yet, men have suffered so
terribly from one another that they have learned to know one another,
that is to say, to possess one another mutually. In spite of my own
denials, let me save this bit of wreckage from the general disaster.
That is indeed one blessing so dearly bought that we shall not
willingly give it up. And I do not speak here only of those who have
fought against each other; I speak also of those who have fought side
by side, who have shed their blood for the same cause and under the
same standards.
Companions have been given us, imposed upon us, association with whom,
even when casual and transitory, would once have seemed impossible to
us. Living as free men, we sought to control the inevitable as far
as possible, to choose our own road and avoid those whose opinions
or points of view about the universe were likely to offend our own.
We thus made use of that liberty for the most part in order to humor
our irritable feelings, to lull our souls to sleep in a precarious
security, and restrict the area of our inward activity.
Then came the war and we had not only to suffer from the enemy, to
endure unforeseen attacks in regions of ourselves that we considered
invulnerable, but to suffer still more from our own messmates, from
those who commanded us and especially those whom we commanded.
Could it have been otherwise? No! No! If that suffering had been spared
us, we should not have been men, we should not have gone to war, we
should not have been those divine animals whom it is so beautiful and
so shameful to be and whom we cannot help being.
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