French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
I do not yet hold it, palpitating, for good and all, between my
fingers, the proof that has been so long sought for. Not yet, this day,
have I met face to face either God or the immortal soul.
Only too well I know that some slight sound, some rhythm outside us,
the beating of a bird’s wing, the boring of an insect in the old wood
of the furniture, the sigh of the wind under the door,--that it is one
of these things which has suddenly set our souls in tune, awakened the
echoes of affinity in the abysses of our two separate selves. We have
so many memories in common, we have so carefully matched our tastes,
we have so well unified our material world and tried to blend even our
futures together that the very touch of the violinist’s bow suffices to
make us vibrate in harmony.
But there must be the touch of the bow, there must be the perfume,
so faint that one experiences its suggestions without being sure of
its presence; perhaps there is necessary only one of those obscure
phenomena which pass the limit of our senses in the twilight where our
inadequate organs can only gropingly divine the world.
This is our meager certainty. Very well! Let us not reject it in our
spite; for it has its depth, its beauty. We must make it our own, force
it to enrich us.
Where the exercise of the intelligence seems to result in the fatal
imprisonment of the soul within itself, love enables us to see how
the soul can reach beyond its own limits into time and space. In vain
does the intelligence prove to us that all this is only an illusion.
That illusion is beautiful; let us make up our minds to give it shape.
Through its very longings to escape from its confines, the soul may
perhaps succeed in breaking them, and it is to love without a doubt
that it will owe the miracle of its deliverance.
We possess only an imperfect means of communion. So be it! Let us labor
tenderly to perfect that means. It is thus that the creators of science
and industry labor, and we must admit that their stubbornness has
succeeded in making a very great evil out of a small one. Let us not be
less ingenious! This sinister progress ought to give us encouragement:
moral civilization deserves as much care as the other sort.
With our brothers, our wives, our friends, let us freely seek to have
so many things in common, let us strive so passionately to understand
one another, that our thoughts, ceaselessly pressing toward this goal,
may continually experience the sense of infinity and eternity.
There lies our path; if it urges us to possess the largest portion we
can of the human world, let us first begin by intimately possessing
what we love. This possession I am sure is the only real one. They
knew it very well, those desperate men who have loved fiercely the
mere bodies of women without ever receiving the real gift that can be
yielded in a glance, from a distance, with the swiftness of lightning.
VI
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