French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
In spite of the legendary ages, in spite of the religions, in spite
of the poets, in spite of the marvelous traditions and, above all, in
spite of our own deepest aspirations, we must unquestionably abandon
the hope of an occult correspondence between souls.
It is a renunciation that it is hard to admit. Every day events envelop
us that seem to revive the vanished perfume of mystery. Our reason is
in no haste to dissipate these clouds, to pierce these appearances: too
well they soothe the irritating need of not being quite solitary in the
interior of ourselves, of not being quite exiles in an inaccessible
desert.
That nothing outside our senses can reveal to us the proximity of a
beloved person, the danger that is approaching him, the death that is
coming to clasp him, is an extremity to which we find ourselves reduced
without ever submissively making up our minds to it.
A few courageous men have halted before this mountain and undertaken to
lift it. Let us leave them toiling in the shadow; let us aid them, if
not by our effort, at least by our silence, and wait.
Let us wait, but let us not cease to go forth to other battles. The
unknown never fails us. And as for what we shall choose, there is
so much in the unknown to allure us, to enchant us! If we give up
surmounting one obstacle another will always rise before our feet. From
obstacle to obstacle we shall always be led to the foot of the same
wall. We shall consume our whole life in the struggle, knowing that the
very interest of life lies in that struggle and in those obstacles.
Now and then, detached by great efforts of the pickaxe and the mattock,
a fragment of the somber mountain rolls at our feet. We stop it with
rapture, we examine it, we lift it with a sort of sadness, in order to
try its weight. There is no victory that demands so great a price or
seems to us more desolate. It is as if we roused ourselves to a frenzy
to destroy the unknown in order that our success might fill us with
bitterness. Happily, the unknown is always there.
I find myself alone with the person who of all the world is the closest
to me, the best loved, the most perfectly chosen. The silence exhales a
light perfume, a unique perfume that seems that of our kindred souls.
Oh! how we should like to believe that the essences of our beings,
delivered at last, might communicate and unite with each other in the
intermediate space, in the impassable abyss!
At this very moment we surprise in one another’s eyes a common
thought. Simultaneously, it escapes our lips with a sort of rapturous
precipitancy, as if we were afraid of not arriving at exactly the same
moment at the _rendez-vous_, as if we wished, with the harmonious
precision of a well-rehearsed duet, to confess together some matchless
certainty.
We are happy, filled with astonishment.... But I am not deceived.
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