French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
Why does happiness command us to sacrifice you often, to mistrust you
always?
There is no happiness without harmony; you know this very well, you who
are delicious disorder itself, death, laughter, strife.
Happiness is our homeland. You are only the burning country we long
for, the tropical isle where our dreams exile themselves, never to
return.
Happiness is our true kingdom. Delight of the senses, let your slaves
hymn your praise.
V
During the summer of 1916 I found among the meadows of the Marne a
flower that had three odors. It is a very common flower in France: it
adorns a low and spiny plant which the peasants call “_arrête-bœuf_.”
Toward midday, at the hour when the sun exasperates all its creatures,
this flower exhales three different odors: the first is soft, fresh and
resembles the perfume of the sweet pea; the second is sharp and makes
one think of phosphor irritant, of a flame; the third is the secret
breath of love. This miraculous flower really has all three of these
odors at once, but we perceive them more easily one at a time because
we are not worthy of all this wealth.
This little discovery descended upon my weary head like a benediction.
At that time we were leaving the miseries of Verdun behind and were
just on the point of plunging into those of the Somme. The intermediate
rest depressed us and enervated us by turns. In the walks across the
fields which we took with our comrades, I grew accustomed every day to
gather a root of _arrête-bœuf_ and offer it, as a gift, to those who
accompanied me, so that they might share my discovery.
Some of them, anxious about the world and their own fortune, took
pleasure in this modest marvel. They breathed in with these perfumes
the inexhaustible variety of the lavish universe. They distinguished
and recognized, smilingly, the three odors of this one being. They
honored these three ambassadors whom a people of unknown virtues had
assigned to them. They interpreted as a revelation the little signs
of the latent opulence which challenges and disdains the majority of
bewildered men.
But others remained insensible to this delicate prayer, and these I
thought of with chagrin as of men who had no care for the welfare of
their own souls.
I know quite well you will say, “There is no relation between this
flower and the welfare of the soul.” But this relation does exist,
emphatically and definitely. Truth shines out of every merest trifle
that goes to make up the world. We must fasten our eyes ardently upon
it, as if it were a light shining through the branches, and march
forward.
I am sure, we are all sure, that happiness is the very reason for our
existence. Let it be added at once that happiness is founded upon
possession, that is to say, upon the perfect and profound understanding
of something.
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