French essays -- Translations into English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Influence
For this reason men who have a high conception of happiness aspire to
the complete and definite knowledge of an absolute, a perfection which
they name God. The desire for eternal life is a boundless need of
possession.
Equally noble is the passionate desire of certain men to understand, to
possess themselves, to have such an exact and merciless conception of
their moral and physical nature as will give them some sort of mastery
over it.
It is indeed a beautiful destiny to pursue the understanding of the
external world with the weapons and the arguments of a science that is
not the slave of conquest. Men who achieve this may indeed be called
just.
Others wish to possess a house, a field, a pair of earrings, an
automobile. For them possession is not understanding, it is above
all else an exclusive and almost solitary enjoyment. They deceive
themselves about happiness and about possession. They deceive
themselves to the actual point of war, massacre and destruction.
If we wish it, we may possess the whole universe, and it is in this
possession that we shall find the salvation of our souls. We may
possess, for example, that unknown something which walks by the
road-side, the color of the forest of pointed firs that rises sharply
against the southern horizon, the thoughts of Beethoven, our dreams
by night, the conception of space, our memories, our future, the odor
and the weight of objects, our grief at this moment and thousands and
thousands of other things besides.
Is my soul immortal? Alas! how can I still linger in this ancient,
ingenuous hope? There are millions who, like me, can no longer give
reasonable credence to such an impossible happiness.
But does my soul exist? Every thought bears witness that it does, and
this life of ours too, and the inexplicable life that is all about us.
When Christians speak of the salvation of the soul, they are thinking
of all sorts of assurances and precautions in regard to that future
life which remains the greatest charm of religion and at the same time
its most wonderful weapon.
We can give a humbler but more immediate meaning to this expression.
First of all, not to be ignorant of our own souls!
To think about the soul, to think about it at least once in the
confusion of every crowded day, is indeed the beginning of salvation.
To think with perseverance and respect of the soul, to enrich it
unceasingly, that will be our sanctity.
VI
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