The Heritage of the Kurts, Volume 2 (of 2)Bjørnson, Bjørnstjerne
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The Heritage of the Kurts, Volume 2 (of 2)
Bjørnson, Bjørnstjerne
Norwegian fiction -- Translations into English
"Yes, of course you have offended Tora--you offend every one. You are
so capricious, you are so spoilt."
"Yes, that is what I am!" came from the eider-down.
"That is what you are. Frederik says so as well."
"What does Frederik say?"
Nora raised her red face quickly up from the eider-down. Frederik was
an authority.
"I will read it to you," answered the other, opening the desk, and
taking out a letter of at least five sheets.
"He writes," she said, as she turned to the fourth side of the fourth
sheet, with the same calm deliberation with which she had opened the
desk, looked for the letter, closed the desk again, and now read: "You
must not be too severe with her either, for if that were her real
nature, she would behave differently, and understand how to retain her
worshippers. As it is, she is only a spoilt child, who has never done
anything without being praised for it, and has besides become so
capricious that she is tired to-day of those who praised her
yesterday."
"Oh dear! how true that is, Tinka."
"But perhaps she will weary of caprice as well, for she certainly
desires something more than that. I was impressed by that in the
summer. But you must help her, Tinka."
"Yes, you must."
Nora had raised herself, and now sat on the edge of the bed. She had
folded her hands, and looked at Tinka. "You must always be with me. I
am not content with myself, when you are not with me. Oh, Tinka! I will
never, never, never be like that again. If you see the slightest sign
of it, you must take me to task for it. You know I do want to be
something more than this. I want to be remarkable. Ah! don't laugh; in
reality I have no wish to sing and make fun for the others, and be
flattered and flattered; but it came so, I can't understand why. I
don't want it; I wish to be able to do something, to take up something
with an object. _Yes, that is what I want_. Sometimes I believe I must
go off to the wars, or die with the Nihilists in Russia. Yes, I do
believe it. Or else travel about and lecture; be hissed down and
wounded. Yes, I could. I don't know why it should be, but I long for
it. I don't say it to boast, Tinka, I only say it because I feel it so.
Believe me, I do feel it in that way. If I fail, it will be because it
is nothing but wishing; perhaps I am incapable of it. Well, all the
same I have the wish. I have no wish for the sort of thing I do now,
and for which I am praised. I have such an unconquerably strong,
strong, strong longing."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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