they call Managers of Affairs. {24} Then, suddenly filled with holy love
and sober shame, angered at himself, he cast his eyes on his friend, and
said, ‘Tell me, prithee, with all these labours of ours, whither are we
trying to get? What are we seeking? For what are we soldiering? Can we
have a higher hope in the palace, than to become friends of the emperor?
And when there, what is not frail and full of dangers? And through how
many dangers we do not arrive at a greater danger still? And how long
will that last? But if I choose to become a friend of God, I can do it
here and now.’ He spoke thus, and, swelling in the labour-pangs of a new
life, he fixed his eyes again on the pages and read, and was changed
inwardly as thou lookedst on him, and his mind was stripped of the world,
as soon appeared. For while he read, and rolled over the billows of his
soul, he shuddered and hesitated from time to time, and resolved better
things; and already thine, he said to his friend, ‘I have already torn
myself from that hope of ours, and have settled to serve God; and this I
begin from this hour, in this very place. If you do not like to imitate
me, do not oppose me.’ He replied that he would cling to his companion
in such a great service and so great a warfare. And both, now thine,
began building, at their own cost, the tower of leaving all things and
following thee. Then Potitianus, and the man who was talking with him
elsewhere in the garden, seeking them, came to the same place, and warned
them to return, as the sun was getting low. They, however, told their
resolution, and how it had sprung up and taken strong hold in them, and
entreated the others not to give them pain. They, not altered from their
former mode of life, yet wept (as he told us) for themselves; and
congratulated them piously, and commended themselves to their prayers;
and then dragging their hearts along the earth, went back to the palace.
But the others, fixing their hearts on heaven, remained in the cottage.
And both of them had affianced brides, who, when they heard this,
dedicated their virginity to thee.”
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