This was Antony’s first struggle against the devil: or rather this mighty
deed in him was the Saviour’s, who condemned sin in the flesh that the
righteousness of the Lord should be fulfilled in us, who walk not after
the flesh, but after the Spirit. But neither did Antony, because the
dæmon had fallen, grow careless and despise him; neither did the enemy,
when worsted by him, cease from lying in ambush against him. For he came
round again as a lion, seeking a pretence against him. But Antony had
learnt from Scripture that many are the devices of the enemy; and
continually kept up his training, considering that, though he had not
deceived his heart by pleasure, he would try some other snares. For the
dæmon delights in sin. Therefore he chastised his body more and more,
and brought it into slavery, lest, having conquered in one case, he
should be tripped up in others. He determined, therefore, to accustom
himself to a still more severe life; and many wondered at him: but the
labour was to him easy to bear. For the readiness of the spirit, through
long usage, had created a good habit in him, so that, taking a very
slight hint from others, he showed great earnestness in it. For he
watched so much, that he often passed the whole night without sleep; and
that not once, but often, to the astonishment of men. He ate once a day,
after the setting of the sun, and sometimes only once in two days, often
even in four; his food was bread with salt, his drink nothing but water.
To speak of flesh and wine there is no need, for such a thing is not
found among other earnest men. When he slept he was content with a
rush-mat: but mostly he lay on the bare ground. He would not anoint
himself with oil, saying that it was more fit for young men to be earnest
in training, than to seek things which softened the body; and that they
must accustom themselves to labour, according to the Apostle’s saying,
“When I am weak, then I am strong;” for that the mind was strengthened as
bodily pleasure was weakened. And this argument of his was truly
wonderful. For he did not measure the path of virtue, nor his going away
into retirement on account of it, by time; but by his own desire and
will. So forgetting the past, he daily, as if beginning afresh, took
more pains to improve, saying over to himself continually the Apostle’s
words, “Forgetting what is behind, stretching forward to what is before;”
and mindful, too, of Elias’ speech, “The Lord liveth, before whom I stand
this day.” For he held, that by mentioning to-day, he took no account of
past time: but, as if he were laying down a beginning, he tried earnestly
to make himself day by day fit to appear before God, pure in heart, and
ready to obey his will, and no other. And he said in himself that the
ascetic ought for ever to be learning his own life from the manners of
the great Elias, as from a mirror. Antony, having thus, as it were,
bound himself, went to the tombs, which happened to be some way from the
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