Now although the love of the few may alleviate the hurt due to the
ignorance of the mass, it is not in the power of anyone to withstand
for ever this warfare; for by the perpetual wounding of the inner
nature it is so wearied that the spirit must withdraw from a tabernacle
grown too frail to support the increase of light within and the jarring
of the demoniac nature without; and at length comes the call which
means, for a while, release, and a deep rest in regions beyond the
paradise of lesser souls. So, withdrawn into the Divine Darkness,
vanished the Light of my dream. And now it seemed as if this wonderful
weft of souls intertwining as one being must come to naught; and all
those who through the gloom had nourished a longing for the light would
stretch out hands in vain for guidance: but that I did not understand
the love of the Mother, and that although few, there is no decaying of
her heroic brood; for, as the seer of old caught at the mantle of him
who went up in the fiery chariot, so another took up the burden and
gathered the shining strands together: and to this sequence of
spiritual guides there is no ending.
Here I may say that the love of the Mother, which, acting through the
burnished will of the hero, is wrought to highest uses, is in reality
everywhere, and pervades with profoundest tenderness the homeliest
circumstance of daily life; and there is not lacking, even among the
humblest, an understanding of the spiritual tragedy which follows upon
every effort of the divine nature bowing itself down in pity to our
shadowy sphere; an understanding in which the nature of the love is
gauged through the extent of the sacrifice and the pain which is
overcome. I recall the instance of an old Irish peasant, who, as he
lay in hospital wakeful from a grinding pain in his leg, forgot himself
in making drawings, rude yet reverently done, of incidents in the life
of the Galilean teacher. One of these which he showed me was a
crucifixion, where, amidst much grotesque symbolism, were some tracings
which indicated a purely beautiful intuition; the heart of this
crucified figure, no less than the brow, was wreathed about with thorns
and radiant with light: "For that," said he, "was where he really
suffered." When I think of this old man, bringing forgetfulness of his
own bodily pain through contemplation of the spiritual suffering of his
Master, my memory of him shines with something of the transcendent
light he himself perceived; for I feel that some suffering of his own,
nobly undergone, had given him understanding, and he had laid his heart
in love against the Heart of Many Sorrows, seeing it wounded by
unnumbered spears yet burning with undying love.
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