ceased altogether; and because it seemed utterly lost and hopeless of
attainment and capriciously denied to the seeker, a profound pity arose
in the soul for those who, like it were seeking, but still in hope, for
they had not come to the vain end of their endeavours. I understood
that such pity is the last of the precious essences which make up the
elixir of immortality, and when it is poured into the cup it is ready
for drinking. And so it was with this soul which grew brilliant with
the passage of the eternal light through its new purity of
self-oblivion, and joyful in the comprehension of the mystery of the
secret love, which, though it has been declared many times by the
greatest of teachers among men, is yet never known truly unless the
Mighty Mother has herself breathed it in the heart.
And now that the soul had divined this secret, the shadowy shining
which was woven in bonds of union between it and its fellow-lights grew
clearer; and a multitude of these strands were, so it seemed,
strengthened and placed in its keeping: along these it was to send the
message of the wisdom and the love which were the secret sweetness of
its own being. Then a spiritual tragedy began, infinitely more
pathetic than the old desolation, because it was brought about by the
very nobility of the spirit. This soul, shedding its love like rays of
glory, seemed itself the centre of a ring of wounding spears: it sent
forth love and the arrowy response came hate-impelled: it whispered
peace and was answered by the clash of rebellion: and to all this for
defence it could only bare more openly its heart that a profounder love
from the Mother Nature might pass through upon the rest. I knew this
was what a teacher, who wrote long ago, meant when he said: "Put on the
whole armour of God," which is love and endurance, for the truly divine
children of the Flame are not armed otherwise: and of those protests,
sent up in ignorance or rebellion against the whisper of the wisdom, I
saw that some melted in the fierce and tender heat of the heart, and
there came in their stead a golden response which made closer the ties,
and drew these souls upward to an understanding and to share in the
overshadowing nature. And this is part of the plan of the Great
Alchemist, whereby the red ruby of the heart is transmuted into the
tenderer light of the opal; for the beholding of love made bare acts
like the flame of the furnace: and the dissolving passions, through an
anguish of remorse, the lightnings of pain, and through an adoring
pity, are changed into the image they contemplate, and melt in the
ecstasy of self-forgetful love, the spirit which lit the thorn-crowned
brows, which perceived only in its last agony the retribution due to
its tormentors, and cried out, "Father, forgive them, for they know not
what they do."
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