The History of Miss Betsy ThoughtlessHaywood, Eliza Fowler
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The History of Miss Betsy Thoughtless
Haywood, Eliza Fowler
Abused wives -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Didactic fiction; England -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
'You may give him leave to wait on you, however,' cried the other. Here
Miss Betsy was again silent for some moments; but Mrs. Modely repeating
her request, and enforcing it with some arguments, 'Well, then,' replied
she, 'I shall not go to church this afternoon, and will see him if he
comes. But, dear Modely,' continued she, 'don't let him assume on the
permission I give him: tell him you had all the difficulty in the world
to prevail on me to do it; for, in my mind, he already hopes too much,
and fears too little, for a man so prodigiously in love.' Mrs. Modely on
this assured her, she might trust to her management; and took her leave,
very well pleased with the success of her negociation.
We often see the love of grandeur prevail over persons of the ripest
years and knowledge. What guilty lengths have not some men run to attain
it, even among those who have been esteemed the wisest and most honest
of their time; when once a title, a bit of ribband cross their shoulder,
or any other gew-gaw trophy of the favour of a court, has been hung out,
how has their virtue veered and yielded to the temptation? It is not,
therefore, to be wondered at, that a young heart, unexperienced in the
fallacy of shew, should be dazzled with the tinsel glitter: the good
sense of Miss Betsy made her see, that this last triumph of her charms
was a vain, silly, and affected coxcomb; but then this coxcomb had a
vast estate, and the enchanting ideas of the figure she should make, if
in possession of it, in some measure out-balanced the contempt she had
of the owner's person and understanding.
The glare of pomp and equipage, the pleasure of having it in her power
of taking the upper-hand of those of her own rank, and of vying with
those of a more exalted one, it is certain had very potent charms for
her, but then there was a delicacy in her nature, that would not suffer
the desire of attaining it to be altogether predominant: the thoughts of
being sacrificed to a man for whom it was impossible for her to have
either love or esteem; to be obliged to yield that, through duty, which
inclinations shuddered at, struck a sudden damp to all the rising fires
of pride and ambition in her soul, and convinced her, that greatness
would be too dearly purchased at the expence of peace.
In fine, she considered on these things so long, that she grew weary of
considering at all; so resolved to let the matter rest, give herself no
farther pain, leave to chance the disposal of her fate, and treat all
her lovers, as she hitherto had done, only as subjects of mere
amusement.
She was now beginning to please herself with thoughts of how Mr. Munden,
whom she expected that evening, would behave at the sight of his new
rival, and how Sir Frederick Fineer would bear the preference of a man
whom she was resolved to shew him had the same pretensions as himself:
but though she happened to be disappointed in her expectation in this,
she did not want other sufficient matter for her diversion.
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