American essays -- 20th century; Child development; Children; Education
That was what drew me to the Little Girl--her vivid impression of
things. She could make _her_ listener see also. Speaking of children
whom school had overwhelmed, she used to tell us of their "lacking
eyes" and the world that had crushed them, as the "solid world." ...
I think that was the secret of her faith in fairies and Nature's most
elusive agencies. I listened doubtfully at first, for school had
tampered with my once-ready belief. One had first to trust her words,
"If you believe, you will see." And I recalled my early religious
experiences, based on "According to your faith, be it unto you."
This is the "really" religion--faith in the hidden world. We conceive
its light gradually as the seed pushes its way upward through the soil.
All religion that does not make the workshop a Chapel--the place for
picturing heaven, is less than we know. I seem to confuse religion with
the stimulating of the imagination. It is because they are one to me.
The Valley Road Girl has a beautiful sister who was rather reluctant to
come to Stonestudy. She did not think she could ever belong; had no
thought ever of writing or taking part in our things, yet none of the
young people ever brought us more than Esther. I found the following
pages about these two sisters together among the writings of the Little
Girl:
... On the floor below lived two girls who came often to visit
their beloved friends in the attic. One was a year or so older than
the other, and most serious and sober, constantly hunting for her
own philosophy and making her own religion, praying for power and
vision, fearing lest she fail at the appointed task, suffering over
conditions, revolting at times, loving her work and her sister with
an everlasting passion. That was the one whom we call the Valley
Road Girl.
The other was a perfect giver, born with the thought of her own
smallness, unwilling to accept a different point of view on the
subject from another. A spirit--wide eyes, frail body, living her
life calmly, objecting to nothing, obeying others, loving all,
frightening her parents with her absolute goodness. And that was
Esther.
When she came at last to Stonestudy, her cushion with the others
round the fire had been waiting for many months. For we all knew
her; through the Valley Road Girl we knew Esther belonged to us.
One Chapel day later, when she remained at home, we wondered how
we'd ever manage without her.... Occasionally Esther brought a
paper with her and laid it under the black stone--a bit of verse,
perhaps a dream, or something deep and mysterious from her soul.
One day it was a picture of the Desert, I remember.... Noonday, the
white heat of the sun reflected by the sand, the brown of a camel's
eyes, the long road to travel--caravans--then night--the sound of
low music, women dancing, the red of fires on black oily bodies of
slaves.... Esther made us see it all.
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