Margaret never knew what caused this sudden change, but it was simply
this. If it was a passion with her to love, it was also a passion
to avoid unpleasant sights. And the picture drawn by Agnes Cameron
revolted her. To have somebody share her room who kept everything in
disorder would be something intolerable. All her life long she had been
used to the beauty of perfectly-kept rooms; on the mother's part this
was mere feminine nicety, such as any woman might possess. In Margaret
it was the artistic element inherited from her father; she must have
order reign where she dwelt, not because it is meet and right to be
orderly, but because it hurt her eye to see confusion. At this stage
of her history, she would have been surprised to be told this; perhaps
have stoutly denied it. But a realizing sense of what a hardship it
would be to her to have such a room-mate as Jane Cameron had come over
her now, and, with it, confusion of face that she had behaved in so
ungrateful a way. It was not in her to ask any one's pardon, out and
out, but the kiss and the little speech from her were equivalent to
going down on her knees, had she been somebody else.
Mrs. Grey seized this gentler mood at once.
"I have been thinking," she said, without comment or ado, "what is to
be done about your education. You are too old to go to school, and
perhaps I could manage to teach you myself. But in order for that, I
shall have to find out how far your mother took you."
"She took me as far as she could, and then let me go on by myself. Now,
about algebra, for instance. She knew nothing about it, but there was
a number of old school-books in the house where we lived, and I was
allowed the use of them."
"And you studied algebra?"
"Yes, I studied it just as I should take a dose of medicine--swallowed
it down, and then helped my self to a lump of sugar, to take the taste
out."
"A metaphorical lump, I suppose?"
"Yes, I made patchwork."
"What an extraordinary idea! However, I think I understand it. Your
needle represented a brush, and those bits of bright-colored flannels,
paint. We must look into that. Now, what else did you study?"
"Mother _made_ me study English grammar. She said she owed it to my
father's family to have me understand his language."
"_English_ grammar? How is that?"
"Why, as a general rule, mother talked to me in French, but she was
very particular to have me keep up what English I had learned from my
father. She had a few French books, and taught me to read to him, and
until his death I had plenty of time for it."
"I did not know your father was an Englishman."
"But he was. He was travelling through Europe on foot, stopping to
sketch when anything took his fancy, and one day he saw my mother
standing near a _châlet_, with a child in her arms, and fell in love
with her. The child belonged to a neighbor who often lodged artists for
weeks at a time, and he contrived to spend a whole summer there."
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