Domestic fiction; Families -- Fiction; Sex role -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“Yes, just like Stephen with his Teddy,” Stephen’s mother said.
“And once I thought of it, it made me shudder. So I just put it in the
tub and washed it. You see it came out all right.”
She held up the dreadful remains, by one limp, lumpy arm, and both the
mothers looked at it with interest and approval. Stephen’s horror had
been unspeakable. If Mother did that to _his_ Teddy ... his Teddy who
was like a part of himself.... The fierce fighting look had come into
Stephen’s eyes and under the soft curves of rounded baby flesh he set
his jaw.
But he had said nothing to Mother as they tore back across town, Mother
in a hurry about getting her supper on time. Mother prided herself on
never yet having set a meal on the table a single minute late. He said
nothing, partly because he had no breath left over from his wild leaps
from curb to paving and from paving to curb; and partly because he had
not the slightest idea how to express the alarm, the bleeding grief,
within him. Stephen’s life so far had developed in him more capacity
for screaming and kicking and biting than for analyzing and expressing
his feelings in words.
That night Mother had taken Teddy away--treacherously, while Stephen
was asleep. The next morning she announced that now she thought of the
dirt and microbes on Teddy it made her shudder and as soon as she found
time she would wash him and give him back to Stephen. Stephen had been
filled with a silent frenzy every time he thought of it.
But now he had found Teddy, held him again in his arms that had ached
for emptiness these three nights past. Stephen’s hot little warrior’s
heart softened to love and quiet as he sat there; and presently there
came to his calmer mind the plan to go to tell Mother about it. If he
_told_ her about it, maybe she wouldn’t take Teddy away and spoil him.
He went downstairs to find Mother, his lower lip trembling a little
with his hope and fear, as Mother had not seen it since Stephen was a
little tiny baby. Nor did she see it this time.
He went to the kitchen door and looked in, and instantly knew through
a thousand familiar channels that it would do no good to tell Mother,
then--or ever. The kitchen was full, full to suffocation with waves of
revolt, and exasperation, and haste, and furious determination, which
clashed together in the air above that quivering, energetic figure
kneeling on the floor. They beat savagely on the anxious face of the
little boy. He recognized them from the many times he had felt them and
drew back from them, an instant reflection of revolt and determination
lurid on his own face. How could he have thought, even for a moment, of
telling Mother!
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