Detective and mystery stories; Murder -- Investigation -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
Nora was staring at him with a look of bewildered concern on her face,
as if she didn't quite know what it was all about, but could tell from
the way he was glaring at the envelope that he had no intention of
tossing it on the typewriter table, crossing to the bed and putting an
arm about her waist. Not immediately, anyway, and she'd hoped it might
happen this time, that he might turn to her for comfort at least. Three
bulky envelopes in a week, and she knew how much rejections upset him.
Writers were different from other people and probably most of them were
a little crazy.
She'd dreamed about it and hoped for it, but how could she make it
happen when he was so strange, so different, from anyone she'd ever
known. The men she'd known had made it plain just what they'd expected
from her in return for taking her out, making her feel important,
a somebody. If she hadn't liked them she wouldn't have given them
anything in return--she could be a real little bitch at times, why deny
it--but she _had_ liked them, she had, she had! All except that Duncan
worm she could have killed and that piece of--
She didn't say the word, even to herself. He didn't like that kind of
coarseness, got upset whenever she came right out and said what she
knew to be true. Not in a woman anyway. He could use worse language
himself, could go way beyond anything you'd hear in a bar unless you
were standing close to someone who mistook you for a hustler and was
too drunk to tell the difference even when you moved quickly away from
him.
She wanted to please him--God help her, she did want to. She couldn't
explain it, because there was nothing so wonderful about him, even
if he was a writer. But if he really wanted her, if he did or said
something to make her sure, she'd go all the way with him. She'd have
to be sure, because she had to like a man terribly, to worry about
him and think about him and want to buy him things--a new scarf, a
necktie, no matter how many neckties he had or how much money he spent
on her--and be jealous of him and swear she'd kill any other woman who
looked at him twice ... she had to love him that much and that terribly
to go to bed with him.
All right, he wasn't the first one. There had been ... four others.
But she'd never ... cared for ... anyone quite so much and if he was
too blind to see it, or thought the stories he was always writing and
getting returned were more important than a woman in bed with him, a
woman who knew how to make him forget everything but the warm, clinging
sweetness of....
All right, those were his words. Words from one of his crazy
manuscripts. She'd copied them down and read them more than once,
because they'd excited her. But that didn't mean she didn't feel that
way herself. She couldn't use fancy words, maybe, but she knew what it
meant to a man to hold a woman close, and pass his hands up and down
over the smooth flesh of her shoulders and fondle her breasts.... And
she knew what it meant to a woman.
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