Roshan did not attempt explanation; he simply evaded the point by
asserting that the pay was sufficient for his wants. In a way it was an
unfortunate remark, since it precipitated the lecture lurking in the
old lady's mind.
"And for the wife's that is to come?" she asked, not without
dignity,--the dignity of age reminding youth that its turn for duty has
come. "And for the son's that has yet to be born? Why are these old
arms still empty of thy children, Roshan?"
He had his answer ready; one that had hitherto baulked even the
matrimonial desires of his mother, who, having gone to live with her
own people, was backed up by sisters and sisters-in-law.
"Because the Most High decreed freedom for wife and son."
It was true. The wife found for him as a boy had died in child-birth.
But Mumtâza had made up her mind to refuse this excuse any longer.
Matters were getting desperate. Here was Roshan past thirty, and never
a child's voice to soothe the passion which seems to come back,
vicariously, to Indian women in their old age. She had been brooding
over an appeal ever since she had heard that, after ten years' absence,
the lad was once more to be within reach of her tongue. So she edged
closer to him, an almost pathetic authority in her face.
"That is but the skin of the orange, Roshan; I take not that as a gift!
There be more wives than one, if the one die, even for the _Huzoors_
whom thou apest. Nay! Light of the house! frown not," she continued, in
sudden alarm at his look. "I did but mean that thou wert different from
thy fathers. How canst help it? Think not the old woman cannot
understand. Was I not young once? Was I not wedded with tears to thy
grandfather--on whom be peace! So I know the heart hath fancies, and
thine--listen while I whisper it--is--is for a wife like a _mem!_
Wherefore not? Thou hast seen and talked with them--they have seemed
better to thee than a cow of a black girl! What then? Have not _mems_
married our people ere now? And with thee,"--she looked round quickly,
to be certain of privacy, then leant closer still,--"with thee it would
be easy--for there is thy cousin."
"My cousin?" he echoed stupidly.
"Yea! thy cousin, when all is said and done," she repeated, with faint
scorn. "Is not the Miss at the palace Anâri Begum's granddaughter? Was
not Anâri Begum thy grandfather's sister? If that is not cousin, what
is it?"
He had known these facts before, of course, but they had never
presented themselves to him in this connection. Yet they came
instantly, accredited by custom. His cousin; if so, his wife, if he
chose, almost by right. And yet from custom also, he--too sensible not
to have gauged the vast difference between his position as regards
Englishmen, and his position as regarded their wives, sisters,
mothers--was conscious of distinct revolt. "Thou shouldst not say such
things," he exclaimed almost angrily; "the Miss-_sahib_--"
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