Francis was of the silent and secretive sort where he could not hope to
find intelligent sympathy. This, and some cloudy compromise with his
sense of filial dutifulness, will perhaps explain why he passed six
years as a student of medicine without any serious purpose of becoming
a physician and without informing his father of his disinclination.
Three examinations and three failures at intervals of a year were
necessary to convince the father of the true state of affairs. Stern
measures were adopted; and, although the consequences were pitifully
tragical, it is hard to blame the father of Francis. How are we to
discover the extraordinary seal in a case that requires special and
extraordinary treatment?
Francis was twenty-four years old with no more idea than a child's of
how life is planned on practical lines of prosperity. The senior
Thompson thought it time for him to learn and issued orders to find
employment of some remunerative kind. Accordingly during the next two
years Francis served indifferently for brief periods as a clerk in the
shop of a maker of surgical instruments and as a canvasser of an
encyclopedia. Both experiments in the art of making a living were
failures, increasing paternal dissatisfaction. The desperate young man
then enlisted in the army, and after a few weeks' of drilling was
rejected on the score of physical weakness.
[Illustration:
I knew how the clouds arise,
Spumed of the wild sea-snortings _Page 51_]
During these shiftless and unhappy years as a listless medical student
and laggard apprentice the poet's chief solace was the public library
of Manchester. In his daily absences from home his misery suggested
another solace of a sinister kind. After a severe illness during his
second year of medicine his mother, says his biographer, presented him
with a copy of De Quincey's "Confessions of an Opium Eater." It is
incredible that a _helluo librorum_, like Thompson, should have reached
the age of twenty without ever having read a book which is one of the
first to attract every bright school-boy. This would be particularly
true of a school-boy who lived near Manchester, De Quincey's own town.
But the evidence seems to be against probabilities. Thompson succumbed
completely to the influence of the great genius whose temper and
circumstances of life were singularly like his own. Experiments in
laudanum were made and habits contracted which accentuated a natural
unfitness to wrestle with the practical problems of getting on and
rendered family intercourse drearier than ever.
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