The footstep was my father’s; no one ever mistook it. Rapid, regular,
resonant, it was his and no other’s. Once it was heard on the threshold
a magic change passed over everything. Tem Bossette plied his spade
with unsuspected vigour, Mimi Pachoux, till then invisible, popped up
like an imp out of a bottle. The Hanged tackled the heaviest casks,
Mariette stirred her fire, all of us children came to order, and
grandfather--I don’t know why--went out. Was there a difficulty to
solve, a trouble to bear, a danger to fear? Let some one say, “Here he
is,” and it was all over, every anxiety dissipated, every one taking
a long breath as after a victory. Aunt Deen especially had a way of
saying, “Here he is,” which would have put to flight the most daring
aggressor. It was as much as to say, “Just wait! You will see what
will happen. It won’t take long: Another minute and justice will be
done!” Once aware of his presence, we felt in ourselves an invincible
strength, a sense of security, of protection, of an armed peace,
and also a sense of being under command. Each had his own part. But
grandfather loved neither to command nor to be commanded.
And the shadow--it was my mother’s, there behind the half closed window
blind, whenever all the family was not gathered around her. She is
waiting for father, or for our return from school. Some one is absent,
and she is anxious. Or the weather is threatening--she is looking at
the sky? wondering whether to light the blessed candle.
A different sort of peace emanates from her, a peace--how shall I
describe it?--that reaches beyond the things of life, that enters into
one and calms the nerves and heart, the peace of love and prayer. That
shadow, which I used to look for every time I came in, that I look
for now, though well enough I know that it is not there, that it is
elsewhere--that shadow was the soul of the house, showing through it as
thought shows in a face.
Thus were we guarded.
Beyond the house was the town, on a lower level, as was fitting, and
still beyond a great lake and the mountains, and more distant still,
the rest of the world. But all these were simply dependencies of The
House.
II
THE DYNASTY
THOSE days were in the reign of my grandfather.
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