A long line of ancestors must have reigned before him, to judge by the
portraits in the drawing room. Most of these portraits were now much
blackened, so that unless there was a flood of light it was pretty
difficult to guess what the frames held. One of the most defaced of
them was the one that most commanded my admiration. Only the face and
one hand were visible--they might have been a woman’s face and hand;
but I had been told of the important part their owner had borne in the
wars, and I wondered how so young and handsome a man could have fought
so much. The lady with the rose attracted me, too. No matter on what
side of her I stood, from every side she smiled upon me and showed me
her flower. I pass over certain stem faces trussed up in high collars,
swathed in huge neckcloths, as if afflicted with colds, and come to
two portraits which occupied the place of honour on the right and left
of the chimney. One wore a blue coat laced with silver, a scarlet
waistcoat, white knee breeches and the three-cornered hat of the French
Guard. The other wore the bear-skin cap and the blue great coat with
gilt buttons and red braid on sleeves and collar of a grenadier of the
Old Guard. The soldier of the King and the soldier of the Emperor were
companion pictures. To judge by their decorations, both had well served
France. Father had proudly told me of their exploits, and explained
their grade. I could not look at them without a sort of reverential
fear. They were not handsome, having more bone than flesh, and features
all out of drawing, but I should not have dared to call them ugly.
Their eyes, severely fixed upon me, troubled me. They reproached me
for not having achieved wonderful victories like that of the grenadier
at Moscow, or for at least not having undergone heroic defeat like the
French Guard at Malplaquet. For a long time these two were the only
names of battles that I knew. And I used to blush for Tem Bossette’s
wooden sabres and the laths that I bestrode. I understood that my feats
of horsemanship in the garden were not serious, were not real. Those
two redoubtable portraits sometimes puffed me up with pride and again
overwhelmed me with their importance. One day when I was gazing upon
them with some uneasiness grandfather came by, and with his little dry
smile and his most impertinent pursing of the lips, let fall the words,
“Pooh! They are only bad paintings.”
It is dangerous to teach too much esthetics to a child. I was glad that
they were bad paintings. In a moment the soldier of the King with his
three-cornered hat and the soldier of the Emperor with his bear-skin
cap lost all their fascination. Thenceforth their story was nothing to
me. I was set free from the servitude of a compelled admiration. I at
once felt my superiority over a badly painted past, and could judge the
gallery of ancestors with insolence.
One day the subject of exiling them to the garret was agitated.
Grandfather desired to replace them with engravings.
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