I could find no pleasure in any play, and I was soon flocking by
myself, my imagination revelling over the approaching ruin. “They”
were driving us from our house as the angel drove Adam and Eve out of
Eden. “They” were coming into our house as into a mill. “They” were
dividing our treasures among themselves as the Greeks divided the
spoils of the Trojans. “They?” Who? Aunt Deen’s “they”; I knew no more
than that. And in this catastrophe one remark kept coming back to me,
incomprehensible, terrifying, and yet not to be put away: _What’s the
difference whether one lives in one house or in another_?
These words of my grandfather, revolting and at the same time
stupefying, almost mesmerized me by their audacity, almost made me
giddy. How could one consent to abandon his house without defending it
to his utmost ability? In my heart I cried to arms. By way of acting
out what was going on within me, I seized one of Tem Bossette’s swords,
bestrode my favourite pole, and notwithstanding the rapid approach
of darkness, extinguishing the last rays of twilight, of which I was
greatly in dread, I rushed at a gallop to the very top of the garden,
to the chestnut grove, to the breach in the wall. The shadow of night
had already entered by it, and after it all the shadows. They were
creeping along, climbing the trees, swarming over the paths, filling
the clumps of trees. There was a whole army of them. They were the
mole-crickets, giant mole-crickets, the enemies of the house. With all
my might I tried to scatter them to right and left with great sword
thrusts. But I met nothing, and that was the worst of it. Then, in
desperation, I took to my heels. I was conquered.
It was a comfort to hear a voice coming my way, my mother’s voice
calling,
“François, François!”
That call saved my honour; my hasty return ceased to be a flight.
My bedroom, the vast proportions of which distressed me, but which
happily I shared with Bernard and Stephen, was near our mother’s
chamber. It was long before I could sleep. Beneath the door of
communication I could perceive a streak of light. The lamp must
have burned very late and I could hear the alternating sound of two
carefully subdued voices,--my father’s and my mother’s voices. With all
calmness the destiny of the family was being discussed close beside me.
IV
THE TREATY
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