My brothers and sisters were brought into my room, two by two, in
succession, guarded with all sorts of advice--not to stay long, to make
no noise, not to touch the medicine bottles. Naturally they were soon
bored and departed. Each of them took some credit for my cure, which
I owed to the prayers of Stephen and Mélanie, to Bernard’s martial
exhortations and to the comfortable gaiety of Louise. As for the two
little ones, they were prudently kept in the background after James,
no doubt repeating what he had heard among the servants, had shouted,
jumping up and down with enthusiasm,
“Fançois” (he could hardly say _r_) “will soon be dead.”
Grandfather never appeared at my bedside. Perhaps he apprehended no
danger. I think it was rather that he had an invincible horror of
illness and all that might result from it. Deeply concerned with his
own health, he kept careful account of his bodily functions, and with
that perfect courtesy from which he never departed he never failed to
inform the entire household of the state of his internal economy; when
that went ill he would lament grievously and Aunt Deen would produce
from a cupboard a venerable instrument which when rubbed up and mended
was still good for use.
“Nothing is more important,” he would say, in our presence, gazing upon
the instrument with a satisfied air.
My convalescence was a period of enchantment, not for the new zest
that it lent to life, the savour of which only he can taste who has
deemed his life put in jeopardy, but because it truly opened to me
the mysterious realm of books. I was not unfamiliar with the _Rose
Library_. I knew Canon Schmid, and Jules Verne’s romances, and even
the fairy tales of Perrault and Andersen, but I had never found in
any of them that heart thrill which keeps you awake in bed at night,
expecting, fearing some unknown delight not unmingled with danger, such
as I had found in Aunt Deen’s amazing stories, and above all in the
epic tales that father used to tell.
Not to weary me, they began by bringing me illustrated books. Bernard
let me look over the Epinal albums which he was collecting for the sake
of the military costumes, and which it cost him some self-denial to
lend. I begged for Gustave Doré’s Bible, of which once in the parlour
by special favour I had been shown the pictures without being permitted
to touch it. The two heavy volumes were propped up on the table, in
great state, and I passed long hours in turning the pages. Mother would
come and go in the room, somewhat surprised at my being so good, and
even a little disturbed by my silence. She would approach noiselessly
and look over my shoulder.
“You are not getting tired?”
“Oh, no!”
“You are not bored?”
“Oh, mamma!”
“Are they beautiful?”
“I don’t know.”
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