“My uncle. My mother’s brother. I don’t think I have any relations
living on my father’s side. At any rate, I’ve not heard of them. We’re
of old Huguenot stock—Revocation of Edict of Nantes refugees—God knows
what we were before. Long ago I happened upon a copy somewhere of the
_Annuaire Militaire de l’Armée Française_—and I found a Baltazar in the
list. I had an idea of writing him; but I didn’t, of course. Now I
suppose the poor devil’s killed. Anyhow, that’s nothing to do with your
question. My uncle—Sir Richard Woodcott—they knighted him for
manufacturing easily broken hardware round about Birmingham, or for
going to chapel, or something—you know the type——”
Again she rebuked him: “I thought you said your uncle brought you up.”
“On my mother’s fortune—he was my guardian and trustee. But he never
let me forget that I was the son of John Baltazar. There was no question
of affection from either of them—himself or his wife. Anything I did
wrong—it was my scoundrel of a father coming out in me. After passing
through a childish phase of looking on him as a kind of devil who had
blasted my young life, I began to have a sneaking regard for him. You
see, don’t you? If he was the antithesis of Uncle Richard, he must be
somebody I could sympathize with, perhaps rather somebody who could
sympathize with me. They drew me into the arms of his memory, so to
speak. Odd, isn’t it?”
“What specifically did they accuse him of?”
“Oh, everything,” he replied, with a careless laugh. “Every depravity
under the sun. Colossal egotism and heartlessness the mildest. And of
course he drank——”
A sudden red spot flamed in the Sister’s cheek and her tired eyes
flashed. “That’s a lie! And so is the other. How dare they?”
“Oh, a pacifist Knight who is making his fortune out of the war will
dare anything. Then, of course, there’s what they say about any man who
runs away from his wife——”
“To be explicit——?” She leaned an elbow on the table, a cheek on hand,
and looked at him steadily.
“Well——” he paused, somewhat embarrassed. “Immorality—you know—other
women.”
“That’s not true either. At least, not in that sense. There was another
woman. Yes. But only one. And God knows that there could be nothing
purer and cleaner and sweeter on this earth than that which was between
them.”
“I’m more than ready to believe it,” said John Baltazar’s son. “But—how
do you know?”
“It’s the story of a dear friend of mine,” she replied. “Nothing was
hidden from me. The girl couldn’t help worshipping him. He was a man to
be worshipped. I don’t want to speak evil of your mother—there may have
been misunderstandings on both sides—but I knew—my friend and I
knew—through acquaintances in Cambridge—never from himself—that his
married life was very unhappy.”
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