“The Cleopatra, do you mean?” she said. “That was my chaperon, the
Comtesse de Varigny. Why do you ask?” He gave a short, relieved laugh.
“No particular reason,” he returned with some constraint “She reminded
me--extraordinarily--of someone I used to know, that’s all. Even the
timbre of her voice was similar. It startled me for a moment.”
He dismissed the matter with apparent indifference, and led Jean again
into the same little alcove in which he had found her. They stood
together silently in the dim, rose-hued twilight diffused by the shaded
lamp above.
“Well,” he said at last, slowly, reluctantly. “So this is really the end
of our stolen day.”
Jean’s hands, hanging loosely clasped in front of her, suddenly
tightened their grip of each other. She felt herself struggling in
the press of new and incomprehensible emotions. A voice within her was
crying out rebelliously: “Why? Why must it be the end? Why not--other
days?” Pride alone kept her silent. It was his choice, his decision,
that they were not to meet again, and if he could so composedly define
the limits of their acquaintance, she was far too sensitively proud to
utter a word of protest. After all, he was only the comrade of a day.
How--why should it matter to her whether he stayed or went?
“I always believe”--the Englishman was speaking again, his eyes bent on
hers--“I always believe that, no matter how sad or tragic people’s lives
may be, God invariably gives them one magic moment--so that they may
believe in heaven.... I have had mine to-day.”
“Don’t you--believe in heaven?”
He laid his hands lightly on her shoulders.
“I do now. I believe... in a heaven that is out of my reach.”
His hands slipped upward from her shoulders, cupping her face, and for a
moment he held her so, staring down at her with grave, inscrutable eyes.
Then, stooping his head, he kissed her lips.
“Good-bye, little comrade,” he said unevenly. “Thank you for my magic
moment.”
He turned away sharply. She heard his step, followed by the quick,
jarring rattle of brass rings jerked violently along the curtain-pole,
and a moment later he was gone. With a dull sense of finality she
watched the heavy folds of the portière swing sullenly back into their
place.
CHAPTER VII--WHICH DEALS WITH REFLECTIONS
THE dawn of a new day possesses a curious potency of readjustment. It
is as though Dame Nature, like some autocratic old nurse, wakes us up
and washes and dresses our minds afresh for us each morning, so that
they come to the renewed consideration of the affairs of life freed from
the influences and emotions which were clogging their pores when we
went asleep. Not infrequently, in the course of this species of mental
ablution, a good deal of the glamour which invested the doings of the
previous day gets scrubbed off, and a new and not altogether pleasing
aspect of affairs presents itself.
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