American fiction -- 20th century; Georgia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
Some time during this August, probably the latter part, Helen wore her
third degree hat and the new frock. This hat lies now in an old trunk
above the attic stairs in the house of Helen. I have seen it. A leghorn
with a wide floppy brim, stiff, a little askew and out of shape, as you
would be yourself if you had lain so long without so much as a breath
of wind to stir you. There is a good deal of lace and ribbon on it and
a wreath of wild roses. It looks funny, as a hat always does when it is
long out of style, or as a love letter reads when you have been married
twenty years to the man who wrote it. But with all there remained
something gay and confident about this hat, like the wistful smile and
sweetness of a girl’s face, as no doubt there remains in the latter
those former scriptures of a valorous love.
Helen was standing beside me when I fished up this little ghost of
a hat and held it up in the warm light of the attic. “Put it on,” I
exclaimed, not meaning to be irreverent.
“No; oh, no,” she said, drawing back. “It would not become me now.”
And it would not, any more than the love letter would have become the
sentiments of the poor, tired, old, middle-aged husband who wrote it
long ago.
But what I set out to tell when the former Helen’s hat intrigued me
was that she went for a walk with George the first time she wore it.
Shannon at that time was such a brief little town that you could step
out of it into the open country almost at once.
They took the river road, which was not in very good repute with the
guardians and parents of Shannon, for no better reason than that it
was sanctified by the vows of so many lovers. But what would you have?
These lovers require privacy and some fairness of scenery for their
business. You may involuntarily publish love on a street corner, but
you cannot declare it there. Your very nature revolts at the idea. So
does society. You would be arrested for staging a love scene in public.
Old people are not reasonable about this. Parental parlor-supervision
has produced more unhappy old maids than the homely features of these
victims.
When they had come some distance along the road, George drew her arm in
his, and they went on in this beatific silence. “Helen,” he said, “if
you should say anything, what would you say?”
She looked, caught his red brown eyes smiling down at her and blushed.
“Why, I was not going to say anything. I was just thinking,” she
answered.
“What?” he insisted.
“How happy I am now, this moment, and--” she halted.
“Well, go on.”
“Well, just how easy it is to be happy. How little it really takes to
make happiness,” she answered truthfully.
“Just you and me,” he agreed.
They went on again walking slowly.
“I never loved a girl before,” he informed her, as if they had been
discussing this miracle of love in open speech for hours.
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