American fiction -- 20th century; Georgia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
She believed him. We always do believe them when they tell us this,
because we need so much to keep this happiness which is founded upon
the shifting sands of lovers.
“And you, my beautiful one, you do love me?” he asked, suddenly halting
and swinging her in front of him.
She laid her hand upon her breast, looked at him through a mist of
tears. “Is this love?” she asked, as if her hand covered leaves and
blossoms and singing birds.
“Of course it is,” cried her high priest, clasping her and kissing her.
“Are you sure?” she gasped, with another wide look of joyful fear.
“Absolutely!”
“But, George, how can you know for certain, if you’ve never loved
before?”
Sometimes I think for every woman love is an alarm bell which rings
perpetually to disturb her peace. It really was a staggering question
she had asked, and George staggered like a man. “You know what you feel
is love, don’t you?” he evaded.
“What I feel is terror and happiness.”
“Well, that’s love for you. This is love for me,” he exclaimed, kissing
her again. “And to know that you are mine entirely, aren’t you?”
“Yes,” she whispered.
The conversation of lovers in fiction rarely tallies with what they
actually say to each other in real life. I have read the dialogue of
many a brilliant courtship in a novel, but never as an eavesdropper or
observer have I known two people in love to utter a single sentence
which was sensible or that even escaped absurdity, if you repeated
it along with other gossip you have to tell. And yet it is very
important, this primer talk, these watching eyes of lovers who place
the profoundest significance upon the most trivial act, or even the
wavering of a glance between them.
I merely say this in passing, as a challenge to the reader, who may
feel a trifle let down, disappointed at the above record of what took
place between George and Helen on that day. What I have written is
the artless truth of love, not the fabricated philosophy of love,
because there is no such philosophy. Love is a state of being beyond
our academic powers to expound. It exists, it functions amazingly
and that is all we know about it or ever will know about it, the
passion-mongers and biologists to the contrary, notwithstanding.
They shed no light on this phenomenon, only upon the obvious material
results. They do in truth obscure it by gratifying your desire, dear
reader, to indulge vicariously in something not suitable to the proper
furnishing of your elegant mind.
CHAPTER VII
The ruins of an old iron foundry stood on this river road. The roof had
fallen in long ago. The walls and gables, built of rough stone alone
remained. Creeping vines covered them. The sun dipping low upon the
horizon shone through the open places where windows had been. But the
shadows were already deepening in the great, open doorway beside the
road.
Helen was for turning back now. She was all brisked up with the desire
to hurry home with this sweet burden of happiness.
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