The House of Quiet: An AutobiographyBenson, Arthur Christopher
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The House of Quiet: An Autobiography
Benson, Arthur Christopher
Country life -- England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Invalids -- Fiction
It is the fashion now to talk with much affected weariness of the hurry
and bustle of modern life. No doubt such things are to be found if you go
in search of them; and to have your life attended by a great quantity of
either is generally held to be a sign of success. But the truth is, that
this is what ordinary people like. The ordinary man has no precise idea
what to do with his time. He needs to have it filled up by a good many
conflicting and petty duties, and if it is filled he has a feeling that
he is useful. But many of these duties are only necessary because of the
existence of each other; it is a vicious circle. “What are those fields
for?” said a squire who had lately succeeded to an estate, as he walked
round with the bailiff. “To grow oats, sir.” “And what do you do with the
oats?” “Feed the horses, sir.” “And what do you want the horses for?” “To
plough the fields, sir.” That is what much of the bustle of modern life
consists of.
Solitude and silence are a great strain; but if you enjoy them they are
at least harmless, which is more than can be said of many activities.
Such is not perhaps the temper in which continents are explored, battles
won, empires extended, fortunes made. But whatever concrete gain we make
for ourselves must be taken from others; and we ought to be very certain
indeed of the meaning of this life, and the nature of the world to which
we all migrate, before we immerse ourselves in self-contrived businesses.
To be natural, to find our true life, to be independent of luxuries, not
to be at the mercy of prejudices and false ideals—that is the secret of
life: who can say that it is a secret that we most of us make our own?
My recluse, I think, was nearer the Kingdom of Heaven, where places are
not laid according to the table of precedence, than many men who have
had biographies and statues, and who will be, I fear, sadly adrift in the
world of silence into which they may be flung.
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_Nov. 6, 1890._
To-day the gale had blown itself out; all yesterday it blustered round
corners, shook casements, thundered in the chimneys, and roared in the
pines. Now it is bright and fresh, and the steady wind is routing one by
one the few clouds that hang in the sky. I came in yesterday at dusk,
and the whole heaven was full of great ragged, lowering storm-wreaths,
weeping wildly and sadly; now the rain is over, though in the morning a
sudden dash of great drops mingled with hail made the windows patter; but
the sun shone out very low and white from the clouds, even while the hail
leapt on the window-sill.
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