“I hoped that the depression into which she sank would wear off; but,
instead, it only grew deeper. I have told you before that by an
arrangement on our marriage our settled home was in the country; after
her boy’s death, my wife would never even visit town again. When Mona
was born, just before we came to this place, a change came, but not
the change I had expected. I had hoped she would reawaken to interest
in life, and perhaps, if the child had been a boy to replace the one
she had lost, it would have been so. Instead of that, her apathy
deepened, until now, as you see, she shuts herself from all the world
and raises a barrier between herself and the life around her which to
strangers is often insurmountable. I have been looking for an
opportunity to tell you this, Miss Christie, as I was afraid you might
have been puzzled, and perhaps offended, by her strange manner the
other day when you were reading to her. When I came in, I thought you
looked rather frightened, and I supposed that something you had read
had recalled the grief which is always slumbering at her heart, and
perhaps led to one of those outbreaks which sometimes cause me the
gravest, the very gravest anxiety.”
I understood what he meant; but I would not allow myself to appear
alarmed by the suggestion. Mr. Rayner went on--
“I fancied I caught sight of a wild look in her eyes, which is
sometimes called up in them by a reference to the past, or even by a
sudden vivid flash of memory. At such times only I, with the power of
my long-tried affection, can calm her instantly. Do not imagine that
she would ever be violent, but she might be incoherent enough to
frighten you. Tell me, had she said anything that day before I came in
which alarmed or puzzled you?”
“No, Mr. Rayner; she scarcely spoke while I read to her.”
“Was there anything in what you were reading likely to call up
memories of the dreadful time to which I have alluded?”
“I think not. No--none.”
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