“I need not warn you, my dear Miss Christie, to avoid all reference to
that subject, or anything that might suggest it, in talking to her,
but of course without any appearance of constraint. And I am sure such
a sensible girl as you are will not take needless fright at this
unhappy disclosure, which I thought it safer to make to you, trusting
in your discretion. I still hope that in time she may recover her old
health and spirits, consent to see people, and even move away from
this place for a little change, which I am sure would do her good. I
have begged her to do so over and over again, always unsuccessfully.
I cannot bear to be harsh to her; but there is an iron strength of
resistance in that woman of strong intellect and weak frame which, I
confess, even I have not yet been able to overcome. If you will allow
me to advise you, do not mention that subject either to her. One of my
reasons for wishing for a young governess was that I might provide her
in an unobtrusive manner with cheerful society and let her get
accustomed to seeing a bright young face about her; but I am afraid
her obstinate reserve has so far defeated my object. However, I don’t
despair. Now that you know something of her history, you are more
likely to sympathize with her and to make some allowance for her
seeming coldness. Believe me, underneath all she has a warm heart
still. And I am sure you will spare a little sympathy for me,
condemned to see the wife I adore living a shut-up life, as it were,
seeming to ignore the undying affection of which she must still be
conscious.”
There was something so winning in his voice and manner as he said
these last words that I felt for the moment even more sorry for him
than for her, and I took the hand he held out as he rose to go, and
looked up with all the frank sympathy I felt. He seemed touched by it,
for, as if by a sudden impulse, he stooped and let his lips lightly
touch my hand; then, pressing it once more in his, with a look of
almost grateful kindliness, he left the room.
I was a little surprised by this demonstration, which I thought rather
out of place to a dependant. But he was an impulsive man, the very
opposite in all things to his cold statuesque wife, and the union
between them seemed sometimes like a bond between the dead and the
living.
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